The Lake
The Lake

2014

 

APRIL CONTRIBUTORS

 

Gale Acuff, Steve Bertolino, Karen Jane Cannon, William Ford, Jan Harris,

Mary Ann Honaker, Rebecca Kylie Law, Karen Loeb, Michael Mark, Joseph Mills,

Lisa Mullenneaux, Emily Strauss, Angela Topping, Rodney Wood.

 

 

GALE ACUFF

 

Crush

 

Miss Hooker's old, 25 to my 10.

She's my Sunday School teacher. I love her

and want to marry her one day when I'm

old enough. Of course, she'll be older, too,

but I hope I don't care about that then

like I don't care about it now, that is,

if she can wait and I can wait and God

will make her fall in love with me. I pray

about that every night. I'm sincere

and even if God says no to me, no

such miracle, I might not have her but

I'll still have something, a consolation

prize, meaning that I'll get into Heaven,

which is better than nothing if I can't

have Miss Hooker to make things Heavenly

for me down here on earth. That's blasphemy

I guess, and maybe she would say so, too,

but between God and me we know it for

 

truth. In Sunday School this morning I stayed

after to help her stack the hymnals and

would've clapped the erasers but she likes

a felt board and little figures better,

Jesus and sheep and a donkey and some

chickens and two angels and three shepherds

and a manger and Mary and Joseph.

Then I walked her to her Buick Skylark,

it's green like her eyes, or one of her eyes,

her right eye's a lazy eye and when it

wanders to the far side it looks yellow,

and opened her door for her and she scooted

in and I shut it without looking at

her legs, much, and she turned to me and said

Goodbye, Gale, although I didn't hear her

because her window was still rolled up so

I guess she mouthed it, her goodbye I mean,

and I read her lips just like I was deaf.

So I said, I love you, Miss Hooker, and

then she rolled down her window and said, and

I'm quoting, Pardon me? and then I was

sore afraid and said, Goodbye, Miss Hooker

is what I said. Which was a downright lie,

it's true. Goodbye again, she called, and drove

away. I'll see her in seven more days,

 

or is it eight. Anyway, in a week.

I guess when you can't have the thing you love

you love it anyway, or you have love

and just love that, invisible like God

it is, maybe because it's everywhere.

Still, I don't need the forest, just one tree.

If it can't be Miss Hooker I suppose

it's Jesus, Who died on one. Man, that hurts.

 

Gale Acuff has had poetry published in Ascent, Ohio Journal, Descant, Adirondack Review, Concho River Review, Worcester Review, Maryland Poetry Review, Florida Review, South Carolina Review, Arkansas Review, Carolina Quarterly, Poem, South Dakota Review, Santa Barbara Review, Sequential Art Narrative in Education, and many other journals. He has authored three books of poetry: Buffalo Nickel (BrickHouse Press, 2004), The Weight of the World (BrickHouse, 2006), and The Story of My Lives (BrickHouse, 2008). He has taught university English in the US, China, and the Palestinian West Bank

 

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STEVE BERTOLINO

 

Broadcast

 

It’s comforting to watch the radio tower blink

out there, across the valley, on the mountain.

I’m still here, it seems to say, and so are you.

We are steady in our blinking.

We broadcast at 810 kHz, in the medium wave.

 

Even better are the nights it’s cold enough

to see the trails of my breath

in its continual retreat from my body.

In a sky of stars deep and black

and stretching for miles, I get that creaky

pain at the back of my neck,

looking up to watch the airplane I can’t hear,

far away in a thinner cold.

 

The lights on the wings blip.

The light on the tail will flash

in three-quarter rhythm, and I calculate

the gentle curves, sine and cosine.

I triangulate between the wings

and the tail and me, until I know

the timing between their illuminations

and my heartbeat.

 

Steve Bertolino lives in Middlebury, Vermont, where he works as an academic librarian and serves on the executive committee for the New England Young Writers Conference. His recent and forthcoming publications include poems in Right Hand Pointing, Big River Poetry Review, Melancholy Hyperbole, Red River Review, Bone Parade, Bohemia, Written River, and Third Wednesday.

 

 

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KAREN JANE CANNON

 

The Baby Snatchers

 

You— womb-wet bundle, snatched,
sterilized, not still born, just born still. Deft
fingers tap Morse signals through stolen bone, I lay
surplus, conjure your double,

 

a panicked placenta,
your baby shaped wrapper. This life
too early to exist, cord split—
my unfinished embryo, filched

 

foetus, thumb sucking ultrasound.
Whilst time waits I gaze
at white ceilings, lights, miss
your presence, my hands rest

 

on nothing.
Don’t show me a dead baby—
a contraband bag of failed organs, a doll
with glass eyes.

 

But death-defying, your mouth gapes, hollow
chest heaves, skin black—
there is no pink here, you look old
not new.

 

Your face, waxed, little voodoo.
They prick your heels, wire your energy
to my replacement, veins held open, tubes
breathe amniotic air.

 

I watch empty behind plastic
whilst you cry in a dry womb.

Karen Jane Cannon's poetry has been published in Orbis, Acumen, Deep Water and upcoming in Ink, Sweat & Tears. She has had a novel published by Orion and has an MA in Creative Writing from Bath Spa University.

www.karen-jane-cannon.co.uk

 

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WILLIAM FORD

 

Death by Water

 

The lookouts lean back stoned.

You hear the klaxon clang

and see your legs sink deep,

the tower hatch closing.

 

A nurse works through reeds

and pulls the I.V. out.

A doctor sizes up

the zig-zag journey’s chart.

 

A cross comes to your mouth

shiny from others, nameless.

Words trickle back to sounds

you made up as a boy

 

listening to your father

the coach shout insults

the whole half time long

at his bruised and listless team.

 

Not good enough later

to play yourself you cried

impishly, like the heaven

of Seattle winters,

 

no matter the conflict

or occasional woman

or the hoped-for account

of ultimate faith.

                  

Now you watch reef buoys

rolling up and down,

their calls so faint

only crabs may hear them.

 

Mime

 

Of Yass Hakoshima

 

You enter a world of board

and air unfolding in off-white

a face slanting into us

from a fairy tale egg.

For a while, only skin

and bone may speak

as you become a fisherman

pulling a net stroke

on stroke for a minnow;

an eagle on mountain crag,

claws stepping uncertain where

wing tips flap out of sight;

a woman alone at her mirror

touching her sex like an idol

then looking around

for the one looking back

she wants to be there;

a man in a room defined

by hand and foot--walls

and ceiling solid then closing

ever so firmly in to

the nothing that’s left

but the fetal position;

a nurse suckling a child,

her body swaying to smiles

of the many she has rocked

until you break it all up

with the soundless clap

of porcelain hands.

 

William Ford has published two books of poems, The Graveyard Picnic (Mid-America, 2002) and Past Present Imperfect (Turning Point, 2006), four chapbooks (two with Pudding House), and, most recently work in Brilliant Corners, Hamilton Stone Review, Lascaux Review, Monarch Review, Nashville Review, Southern Humanities Review, Valparaiso Poetry Review, The Wallace Stevens Journal, and elsewhere. Retired now from teaching and editing, he lives in Iowa City, Iowa.

 

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JAN HARRIS

 

Leaf, Unsigned

 

Leaf, carried by hillside stream

to rest against a boulder,

cuticle torn by beetles,

epidermis so worn by wind and rain

its name deliquesces in the mouth.

Just veins and brittle weft hold

 

the shape, a heart

the slender stalk, a wrist

and the deft hand that gathers

late summer pears, yellow-skinned

and slippery on the tongue.

 

Held to the light the skeleton

suggests colours;

a hint of saffron to the east

gloss of soft green ripening

 

though without a name

the corymb of white buds can never flower

and those lips, rich with juice,

remain familiar, yet out of reach.

 

 

The Collier

 

made more than human, or less,

by his labour in a tunnel just shoulder-broad,

coal, part of his being -

blackened lungs,

hands criss-crossed with scars

where flesh has healed over grime -

reveals a blue forget-me-not,

birthed in the rock

where neither air nor light could reach,

petals wide as sky in its small space,

sun at its heart, the miner’s breath

loud as the ocean in a shell,

the wind through ancient forests,

now turned to dust that rims his eyes.

 

Jan Harris’s poetry has appeared in 14 Magazine; The French Literary Review; Nth Position; Popshot; Ink, Sweat and Tears; Abridged Online; Ribbons, the Journal of the Tanka Society of America; and other places.

 

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MARY ANN HONAKER

 

She'll Fall In Love (1)

 

It will happen like this: one day,

she'll fall in love with a painting.

The painting will be a single red leaf

detached from its tree, falling

through the strips and shreds

of summer, all done in watercolor,

 

as if warmth were a dream

and the leaf is waking to coldness

at last, falling out of forgetting

all that is plainly seen:

 

the bare tree, with its immobile

and clacking fingers, unable to gesture

properly for its stiffness, it's solidity.

Look at that tree. All winter

 

it will stand there doing nothing,

rimed and glistening, making a pretty

fretwork of it. Clacking, clacking.

It can't make a whisper-music

 

without leaves, can't drink sunlight

although sunlight is its only food.

What is it without me? The leaf

says, realizing, changing hues.

 

The price is high but she will pay it,

because she knows linger is a lovely word

that has nothing at all to do with life.

 

You tell me if it's a death when

dry, the leaf crumbles into the snow-wet

and muddy body of its mother,

to sleep a long season, and dissolved

 

into rot, into rich, into branchfellows

vein by leafy vein forgot, at last

lifts up in spring its own flowers,

own colors. You tell me

 

if that is death.

 

 

She'll Fall In Love (2)

 

It will happen like this: one day,

she'll fall in love with a painting.

The painting is of a man

in a blue pinstripe suit,

with impossible cornsilk hair

 

obscuring his face as he plays

violin. Every crease in the suit

rendered meticulously, the uprolled

white sleeves, the many-hued

spilling hair: butter, sunbeam,

tangerine, dandelion. He's entranced,

 

furiously focused on what issues from the fiddle,

a sacralized second of frenzied motion.

The green wall he leans against vibrates

with the sound he's channeled himself

into. Oh, he's in and in, he doesn't know

 

about the wall, or the painter, or whomever

listens: the sound is all, his mistress,

his lover. A few feet away is another

painting that takes her heart too:

 

A smiling fat man with accordion,

his back to her, to the painter,

a balding man wearing gray-wisp

crown. His mouth is open; perhaps

 

he sings to the lopsided shops he's facing,

atilt as if dancing, perspective gone all

diagonal. Perhaps he's singing to the birds,

vees of darkness arcing over the roof.

 

These men are nobody she knows, and

she thinks of Sappho, ungodly famous,

but famous how? In her life she sang

to her own island of Lesbos, as this man

 

sings to the drunken building now,

and a few nearby isles took notice.

In all, a small audience. Now, we want

our whole nation at least, a grand realm:

 

a landmass many times larger than Sappho's

whole world, and far more full of faces. Unless

they all listen we count our lovemaking

to sounds and words useless, a failure.

 

Not these men. The painter listened

and that was enough, the painter

and the dizzy empty street and the mad

looping birds, and himself and himself,

 

praise-drunk, caroling like robins.

She doesn't even inquire about the price.

She will buy neither young man nor old;

for she is a lover, a wordworker, and poor.

 

She knows that right now, reading her words

to her few, she is as famous as Sappho

ever was in her short life. As famous

as the violinist and accordionist who have

 

no names, and isn't that enough?

To sing to whomever is close:

the birds, the sun-struck canopied windows,

the green walls, a painter, herself.

 

 

Mary Ann Honaker holds a B.A. in philosophy from West Virginia University and a Masters of Theological Studies from Harvard Divinity School. She has previously published poetry in many online and print journals, including The Dudley Review, Euphony, Caveat Lector, and Van Gogh's Ear. She lives in Salem, Massachusetts.

 

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REBECCA KYLIE LAW

 

Nocturne 8.

 

I had a view

much like outside a room

might be if there was life there

 

in the light. That yellow

coming from brightness to silken

dissolution in shadows. Lofty

 

in the cut-away window dividing

one space from another,

my side of a cedar wall to the other

 

side. Lying on my arms

on my back on a quilted bed

I watched life and listened to shadows.

 

To Pinocchio on his mahogany chair,

inflexible and unreal in his chequered

shirt, his dark eyes downcast.

 

Can you hear the wind Pinocch?

I'd say as it gathered strength:

or the rain? Sleeping in

 

the visitor's room it was that

believable, the sweetness of sorrow.

For some reason dad's bedside

 

lamp was left on on some occasions

after his death; just a brown braided

stole draped across the arms of a couch-chair.

 

But this sense of life

night brought back again

and again, perhaps in its moisture,

 

its dewiness or advent-

time. The little Byzantium paintings

behind calendar windows- it was like that

 

the weeks after, the waiting

for everyday life, another

night. But, as I said to Pinocch

 

and some white rabbit beside him

with glass eyes, nothing to it

but the wind and the rain.

 

A Picture

 

Swimming in the ocean at low- tide,

an Italian man some way ahead of me

turned back to the shore calling out

"go in, little one, go under, Un-der"

his right hand demonstrating the action

of diving, the smile on his face broadening

as he watched the 'little one', heard her

screeching and laughter. Wanting to see

his companion, I turned my back to the waves

and saw his wife rather than a child

floating on her back near the sand, feet

in the air and head kept elevated by

her hands treading water. Little, she was

not, instead plump; but the laughter

had the glee of great innocence. Neck high

in the ocean, bobbing in surf with her husband

still behind me, still vocal, I found myself

smiling, ducking under the waves with open eyes

to look distantly in see-through turquoise,

hearing each time I surfaced,

the laughter from the plump wife, her

Italian husband still calling out from the deep.

 

Rebecca Kylie Law is a Sydney based poet, essayist and reviewer. Published by Picaro Press, her poetry collections include Offset, Lilies and Stars and The Arrow & The Lyre. Other publications include thewonderbook of poetry, Notes for The Translators, Best Poem Journal, Virgogray Press, Australian Love Poems 2013, Southerly and Westerly. She holds a Masters Degree in Poetry from Melbourne University.

 

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KAREN LOEB

 

My House As Theater

 

When the man climbed

onto our high-pitched roof

to rip off shingles and put on new

the elderly woman who

rented a room in the house

across the street gathered

her cronies on the porch to

sit and watch the show as he ambled

and gamboled up and down

all at a terrifying slant.

They watched him for a week,

while they drank their morning

coffee, and he did a hundred year

tear-off. Shingles and wood

created or grown in the 1890s

rained down upon our yard

as our neighbor poured refills

and the roofer’s nail gun

rat-tat-tatted. “It takes a

special person who can

climb about like that,” she

told me later. The day he finished,

descended for the last time,

the women stood up on

their porch and applauded.

 

Karen Loeb has lived in Asia, often writes about China/adoption issues. Recent writing: Thema, Hanging Loose, Main Street Rag and elsewhere. Poems forthcoming: Nerve Cowboy, Wisconsin Poets Calendar. Online writing in Crania, Otis Nebula, Boston Literary Magazine.

 

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MICHAEL MARK

 

Betrayal

 

I suppose if the Mona Lisa

had been thrown down the garbage chute

and 35 years later the savage art critics blogged

their confession

it would have caused a global outrage.

 

But it was only my purple turtleneck sweater,

a gift my parents brought back from Italy,

that you slipped down the dormitory garbage chute

while I was in a post coital coma following

your delicious lovemaking.

 

You decided to break the news

on your celebrated blog to your loyal readers,

our friends, my parents, our children and me,

to win a contest

I wonder what the prize is - maybe something I can describe

the way you described my sweater

I believe it was, “Ew.”

 

Tonight, having discussed the matter as people do

who have weathered 32 years of marriage better than most,

I expect will be as it has been.

We will get into bed and go to sleep.

Or read then sleep or have sex then sleep - all leading me to dream

of loving you - just as I was doing when you did what you did.

 

Only this night it will be with a heart

that takes the shape of a full moon

perhaps painted by the Master Leonardo da Vinci

to light the path

for my arm to reach

all the way down that long chute.

 

Michael Mark is the author of two books of fiction, Toba and At the Hands of a Thief (Atheneum). His poetry has appeared and is scheduled to appear in The NY Times, UPAYA, Awakening Consciousness Magazine, Sleet, Empty Mirror, OutsideIn Magazine, Elephant Journal, Everyday Poets, Forge, Angle, and other places. Please follow him @michaelgrow

 

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JOSEPH MILLS

 

Spring Is Icumen In

 

So spring has come again,

again the buds and birds,

again the breeze that makes

it seem so much is possible.

Again this miraculous turning

outside and in, the greening

and growth, outside and in,

again this desire to write

a poem, yet another one

about spring, and the heart

hatching in a nest of bones,

the cracking open of ground

and ribs, the same poem written

last year and the year before,

the one that’s been written

each spring for centuries,

this one, again and again.

 

Landscaping

 

After the next door neighbor dies,

the house’s new owner hires a crew

to fill in the concrete backyard pool

that’s been empty for several decades.

Before they do, they throw in pipes,

metal porch furniture, screens, rags,

boxes of mason jars, paint cans, tools,

trash from a shed, then the shed itself,

tires, tiles, azalea bushes she grew

with cuttings from her father’s grave,

then they bulldoze the yard level

and roll out sod. All afternoon

my children stand silent at the fence,

watching, fascinated and apprehensive.

 

Joseph Mills is a faculty member at the University of North Carolina School of the Arts. He has published four collections of poetry with Press 53. His fifth, This Miraculous Turning, will appear in September 2014.

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LISA MULLENNEAUX

 

Migrations

 

We were always leaving

one thing and another—

lecherous bosses, greedy landlords,

jealous “uncles” named Mick or Solly.

Soon it was disconnection notices,

cigarette boats in endless coffee mugs

and selling the chintz sofa for a ’74 Impala

with Saint Christopher for good luck,

Smith & Wesson for protection.

You always kept the windows closed

so neighbors couldn’t see until

we were prisoners of the interstate

and this time, you said,

it would be different.

 

I Am the Only Anglo

 

at the Harlem Food Stamp Office.

I don’t read the New York Times

I wear sweat pants and a denim jacket.

 

I make a joke in Spanish: the woman

next to me shrugs, looks away.

Beneath the No Eating, Drinking, Radios,

Smoking sign a man in a Yankees cap

sips from a paper bag.

 

I am white as the fluorescent ceiling lights,

white as the painted walls,

white as the printed form in my lap.

 

A bulletin board courtesy of my city lists

3 Keys to Employment Success.

Number 1: create a professional resume

Number 2: search and apply for jobs online

Number 3: practice interviewing skills.

 

Elbow to elbow,

we are workforce flops

we have no career goals worth pursuing

our best work has lead us to a waiting room

 

we are still waiting

 

Manhattan poet Lisa Mullenneaux has published the collection Painters and Poets (2012) and maintains the ekphrastic art blog www.paintersandpoets.com. Her practice of poetry connects her with the happiest people on the planet. Who could ask for more?

 

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EMILY STRAUSS

 

Funeral in Macao

 

I disturbed the inhabitants

Crossing the cemetery

Down the slope to the lower

Gate, noticed a cracked vase

Lying on its side, wind blown

Plastic roses unseen by the dead

Eyes in faded photographs, all

Resting now except the latest:

 

Father is digging with a hoe

Pitching hard clay into the grave

A monk packs his yellow

Cloak and bundles of incense

Into his bag, two sons sweat

In their dark suits, only the mother

Stands in white mourning robes—

Head down I walk past quickly.

 

When I return the mound is smooth

Bare earth covered in pink and white

Paper wreaths already wind-ragged,

The gardener is sweeping the walk

New picture is pasted up, now

I can look— Mrs. Lau just gone

Please ignore me as I pass.

 

Emily Strauss has an M.A. in English, but is self-taught in poetry. Over 150 of her poems appear in dozens of online venues and in anthologies. The natural world is generally her framework; she often focuses on the tension between nature and humanity, using concrete images to illuminate the loss of meaning between them. She is a semi-retired teacher living in California.

 

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ANGELA TOPPING

 

Waking

 

Not the eyes

nor the tongue: its chatter

stopped in gluey mouth.

 

Not the body, still

knotted in sleep,

hands folded.

 

The white quilt and pillow

still spread for the voyage,

the sailing of my night

 

is not yet docked.

The ears wake first.

I hear

 

the floorboards ache.

Your question tingles.

I struggle

 

cannot frame an answer

from my dark and

dream-filled sleep.

 

Angela Topping has published seven full collections and three chapbooks, all with reputable publishers. In 2013.She held a writer’s residency at Gladstone's Library and won first prize in the Buzzwords competition judged by David Morley. Her poems have appeared in over 50 anthologies and many magazines such as Poetry Review and London Magazine.

 

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RODNEY WOOD

 

The Earth Remembers

 

echoes bounce off a leaf and it's indigo

the nightingale sings echoes bounce off a leaf

the nightingale sings and it's indigo

 

for I mean nothing to them even so I’ll listen

the praises are not to me for I mean nothing to them

the praises are not to me even so I’ll listen

 

I leave the poem and I'll follow them

they fly off I leave the poem

they fly off and I'll follow them


What To Do Before You Die

 

please clear away the clutter on the plastic tray provided

everything that matters to you please clear away the clutter

everything that matters to you on the plastic tray provided

 

the words the people you've loved your promises dreams and betrayals

everything that matters to you the words the people you've loved

everything that matters to you your promises, dreams and betrayals

 

I want everything neatly tied up all your affairs should be in order

everything that matters to you want everything neatly tied up

everything that matters to you all your affairs should be in order

 

 

Rodney Wood was born and lives near Aldershot in Hampshire, UK. He retired early and spends his time with his wife of 40 years, looking after granddaughters, volunteering at the Westy Arts centre and writing. He's been published in many magazines and anthologies.

 

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