2015
APRIL ARCHIVE
Carolyn Gregory, Michelle Hendrixson-Miller, David Klein, Catherine B. Krause,
Bernadette McCarthy, Michael P. McManus, Elizabeth McMunn-Tetangco,
Debra McQueen, Ronald Moran, Kyle Norwood, Wale Owoade,
Fiona Sinclair, J. R. Solonche, Rodney Wood.
CAROLYN GREGORY
The three sisters are
dressed in white linen,
blowing lightly in evening.
Each has brought her glass to catch fireflies
stumbling along the summer hill,
one popping out after another.
They have left their
lighthouse chores
for one night in summer
when the heat draws fireflies
clustering the hill.
One sister's tentative,
not sure where to start
while another bends down,
combing grass for light.
The oldest sister sits back,
her small bottle full of winged insects
that flicker and falter
below the lighthouse on
the hill,
turning east and west for boats
in the harbor.
Unbinding
When she lets down her hair,
unbinding the long pigtail,
she gathers starlight,
clear as fireflies in the marsh.
The frogs and snapping turtles
know her very well.
She is their queen
who comes down to the cattail margin,
stirring sediment with her foot.
All green paths lead
to her home,
whether shaggy by the barn
or flattened on the way to the pond.
The animals know she has always
been here mowing and hoeing,
making fresh jams from berries
and apples.
She will throw down feed
for all of them,
each to its own nature
and pray on her bench
beneath Norway spruce branches
later when the sun goes halfway down.
Carolyn Gregory’s poems and essays have been published in American Poetry Review, Main Street Rag, Off the Coast, Cutthroat, Bellowing Ark, Seattle Review, Tower Journal, and Stylus. She was nominated for a Pushcart Prize and previously won a Massachusetts Cultural Council Award. Her first book, Open Letters, was published in 2009 and a second book, Facing The Music, will be published in Florida in spring, 2015.
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MICHELLE HENDRIXSON-MILLER
Where Grief
Ten grocery receipts,
one list. Outdated coupons
worth two gallons of gas.
So many pens, and four
wint-o-green Lifesavers,
my father’s favorite.
*
Was lung cancer that killed him,
or smoking that killed him,
the tobacco lobby, or Bogart, so
damn cool, smoking in smoke-filled rooms.
Either way, the day he left I knew
the sky was being cut from the world
*
Now here, at the bottom
of my purse,
these four white circles
like hardened smoke.
Michelle Hendrixson-Miller lives in Columbia, Tn. She is currently an
MFA student at Queens University of Charlotte, where she served as
poetry editor of Qu Literary Magazine. Her poems have appeared in
Poem, Poems and Plays, Main Street Rag, and Iodine. In 2011, she
received a Pushcart nomination.
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DAVID KLEIN
Crossing
In a slaughterhouse outside of Hermosillo,
we worked so long we never saw the sun.
After their throats had been cut
by the carniceros, who sang and cheered,
the horses were hung by their hoofs with chains.
Their bodies trembled and shook
as they fought to keep their souls
from galloping home.
Among us women who cleaned
the killing floor, and who butchered
the body parts in swarms of flies, this Colonel
would come from time to time.
His fingernails were long and green.
Reeking of Marlboros that hung
from his mouth, he walked thoughtfully,
as if he were buying a sow.
He would stop at a girl, and with a little nod,
the boss would clear out of his office for an hour.
We had always called the one who would not go
the Village Virgin,
though from what village and what
her name was, we never asked.
She belonged to this group of reformers
working with people from the outside,
reporters and such.
She acted like she almost didn’t care
if the boss found out.
Like the Marlboros, she reeked,
but of righteousness,
though her fingernails were not green,
but stained with the blood of stallions.
I wanted no part of her
and of her almost not caring
if the boss found out,
because if he did
we would all be made to pay.
She was the one who would not go
with the Colonel. We were sure
we would never see her again,
and neither would her parents.
But he kept saying, Tu me intrigan,
and he called her his unbroken mare
For three weeks he came,
playing at the gentleman, Tu me intrigan,
until the day he took her wrist and dragged her
across the floor and up to the boss’s office,
screaming and kicking.
And I, for no reason that
I have ever known, the stupid one,
I offered myself in her place.
And because she was so much trouble
to drag along that floor and up those stairs
in front of the carniceros and
us butcher women,
he took me instead
When he held me down
on the boss’s desk, his flesh
smelling like a dead rat behind
a wall, I slashed
his eye with the boss’s boning knife.
It felt good
I ran to El Sahuaro,
to the edge of the desert.
At night when the weeping and prayers
of the others had quieted,
we walked in fields of stars and skeletons.
But I was like the soul of my horses,
galloping toward a welcoming moon.
I knew the moon was just a rock.
I crossed.
David Klein’s poetry, short fiction, and personal essays have appeared in Columbia, A Magazine of Poetry and Prose; Camel Saloon; The Second Hump (Camel Saloon’s best-of publication); The Lost Coast Review; New York Stories; Film Comment; Art:Mag; The American Jewish Times Outlook; Glasschord, Art and Culture Magazine; The Lowestoft Chronicle; Mouse Tales Press; Drunk Monkeys.
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CATHERINE B. KRAUSE
What to Do When You're Homeless
Don't freeze.
Get a big bag for your stuff.
A suitcase if you can afford it;
Otherwise buy a box of garbage bags,
Double-bag your stuff
And throw the rest of the box inside.
Don't freeze.
Make sure to call the shelter hotline
If it's going to be below freezing.
They'll come pick you up.
They're nice like that.
They don't want you to freeze.
When you get to the shelter,
Spray down your cot with lice and bedbug spray.
It's either your hair or the lice.
It's self-defense.
Don't freeze;
When you wake up, head to a day shelter.
Try to get into a program so you won't freeze.
Be patient. Things take time.
Accept any money you're offered.
Remember you're not arguing with your brother
over who is picking up the check at Trop d'argent.
You're homeless, so show some humility.
Take the damn money.
Take it,
and don't freeze.
Vests
there are a bunch of people
standing around
in union station
doing nothing
some of them
have on yellow vests
that read
POLICE
they keep telling
the people who have no vests
they have to move
the area is closed
that is their job
to make life
just that much harder
for the unvested
Catherine B. Krause is a programmer from Indianapolis, IN living in Washington, DC. Her poetry has appeared in Gargoyle and is forthcoming in Rabbit Ears: TV Poems. http://catherinebkrause.com/
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BERNADETTE McCARTHY
Unborn
His death brings impotence
and unexpected visits from old friends,
awkward with condolence.
My tongue is dry with
rictus gaping at small children
who come knocking
behind Mammy's knees,
smart in woollen coats, well-bred,
and knowing their ages.
The mother with her shell-smile,
bosom gloating, hair of yolk,
brims with satisfaction
at her fruitful use of time.
Our child does, must exist,
sure as first love, vein-slump, drying-up...
how could he never have been?
I'd cry from my belly-gulf
with the fury of a foetus scorned
but only rattle the tray a little
as I place it on the table, dribbling
tea down my front.
The children stare wryly
at the rank-and-file roughage of seedy
flapjacks, raise a brow
at two edge-worn bourbon creams.
There's no cake. Baking isn't worthwhile
for a woman on her own.
His seed is curdled up;
I should have snuck into the morgue,
probed it out from the still-warm loins,
shot it in with the frenzy
of milk over the boil.
Between the toddler and his mother
they've eaten the bourbon creams.
The girl belts her brother.
‘Ah, why didn’t you leave some for me?’
Bernadette McCarthy is a research archaeologist living in Co. Cork, Ireland. Her poems have been published in The Linnet's Wings and Causeway/Cabhsair.
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MICHAEL P. McMANUS
Kitty
I keep believing you will return
after months of running the streets and alleys,
feeding in fast food dumpsters,
on the occasional mouse,
feral and forgotten by everyone.
—My calico Caroline,
I see you meeting me in my master bedroom,
road-weary, those big soft eyes of yours unchanged—
two delicate windows
through which I see our past and our future
as one perfect now.
You will have lost some weight.
Broken a claw. Lost the tip of your tail
to a slamming door
as you fled some unfamiliar room,
in which you wanted to sleep.
Staying alive is all that matters.
In our bed you will arch your back,
rub against my leg,
then crawl inside my skeleton,
purring as if you really care
for my desiccated heart.
One Percent
There is sadness inside the candy store
for all those children who have no money—
The others, who are weighted down with more
than they can ever spend, find it funny
that poverty has so many faces,
though less amusing than the homeless men
their parents joke about. There are places,
like these, that they will never know again—
for money builds a wall that won’t be breached.
They eat, not food, but everything that’s sweet.
And when they go away, they can’t be reached
behind their gilded gates, where all is neat—
even the air, as if they own it too.
Yet when they shit, it always smells like poo.
Michael P. McManus is a Navy Veteran and service-connected Disabled Veteran whose work has appeared in numerous publications such as Louisiana Literature, Texas Review, Atlanta Review, Rattle, Prism International, The MacGuffin, Pennsylvania Review, The Dublin Quarterly, Texas Review, Burnside Review, and O-Dark-Thirty. He is the recipient of an Artist Fellowship Award from the Louisiana Division of the Arts, and his poetry has received Pushcart Prize nominations as well as The Virginia Award and The Oceans Prize. He attended Penn State and The University of Louisiana at Monroe.
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ELIZABETH McMUNN-TETANGCO
Lucky
In the car, you trace
the leather of the seatback
with your hand.
Your hand looks just
like your mother’s in the dark.
Your veins are straws. Hard
and hollow
and so thin.
The judge they picked,
with the sad eyes, told you to come to the old prison
to surrender, but you don’t know what to think
on the way there. You see the streetlight
on your cheek; you think
of nothing
of your children
of your hair,
in the clean window,
smooth and rich. You put your hand
against the glass, and it is cold.
You are so lucky,
someone said at that one party, normal people
would have gone to jail
for life. Don’t
think of that. You think of stars,
above the car, like frightened children,
and you brush
back your smooth hair with shaking fingers. You are
lucky, you say, once,
in the dark car, you are so
lucky.
Live Stock
Chickens in stacked cages
in the truck are
as round as puffing cheeks.
Their skin is red as rubbed-raw
eyes
where the wind lifts up
their feathers.
Elizabeth McMunn-Tetangco lives in California's Central Valley. Her poetry has appeared in The Lake, Right Hand Pointing, Word Riot, Hobart, Paper Nautilus, and The Tule Review, among others.
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DEBRA McQUEEN
My Child
Slow to mature
I didn’t want a baby
Till I was 40
Then thought of myself
As a cliché
Then found myself a man
To have one with
And couldn’t
Then was surprised
Because I’d always got
What I wanted.
So was it want
Was it clock, biology
Or was it pressure
From society
To be normal
To fit in
To center on something
Other than self.
Is there even a self
Or just one complex being
An invisible cord
Connecting us one to the other?
One of my students
Hugs me daily
Says Miz McQueen
You too skinny
Says Miz McQueen
Can I come live witchoo in your house
Says Miz McQueen
I want to be your daughter
And I say Sweet child
Darling girl
You already are.
Debra McQueen’s poems have appeared in Red Triangle, The Legendary, Undertow, and NEON. WORK Literary Magazine published one of her many scathing resignation letters. In spite of this, she still has a job teaching special education in Soda City, South Carolina.
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RONALD MORAN
The Poetry Rainbow
I
At the end of the poetry rainbow, instead
of finding
the golden tablet of words, one may learn
that any
extant poem is still subject to an unnerving
scrupulosity,
and thus be wary of offering a new poem,
for fear
it was written before, then having to listen
to a soft voice
echoing in a huge, nearly noiseless chamber,
Guilty.
II
No, poetry is never the right button to push
for
scientists who delight in deconstructing
emotive
responses, as if lines of poetry were suspect,
since love
cannot be quantified, even by its apologists
or its
antagonists, when all of us look for the same
reward
at the end, all we want to be able to say is,
Yes. O Yes.
Ronald Moran lives in Simpsonville, South Carolina. His poems have been published in Commonweal, Connecticut Poetry Review, Emrys Journal, Louisiana Review, Maryland Poetry Review, North American Review, Northwest Review, South Carolina Review, Southern Poetry Review, Southern Review, Tar River Poetry, and in twelve books/chapbooks of poetry. His most recent book is The Tree in the Mind, published by Clemson University Press (2014)
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KYLE NORWOOD
Correspondence With Walt Whitman
For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.
—Walt Whitman
The open road goes to the used car lot.
—Louis Simpson
Dear Walt, a mockingbird flew to the top of a telephone pole
a moment ago, and in his brightest treble
tried every boast he knows, and made me think of you.
The ivy by my apartment steps
has tiny new translucent leaves;
low beds of primroses, small but immodest,
bloom beneath the privet hedge along
the side wall of the bank building; even the tall
glass face of the bank is full of reflected sky:
reminding me that before you melted away
into the responsive body you loved best,
you made a promise.
Personified dim shapes—you hidden orchestras,
You serenades of phantoms with instruments alert . . .
I looked for you in the used car lot:
behind the sagging chain-link fence,
out on the asphalt muddy and oil-stained,
among the faded paint jobs, dented doors, ripped upholstery,
scuffed white-wall tires hunkering in the wheel wells,
ragged weather-stripping loose and droopy behind muddled windows,
a rust-spotted Honda was stranded, and as I turned away,
the salesman assured me, “This car’s a cherry.”
He was brawny and muscular, probably lifted weights,
loved the sound of his own voice, loved, I’ll bet,
to relax and gab with the guys in the office trailer.
Am I on the verge of a usual mistake,
alone and uneasy among the murderers,
latrine diggers, prostitutes and presidents
you swallowed in your half-savage alimentary love?
Trooping tumultuous, filling the midnight late, bending me
powerless,
Entering my lonesome slumber-chamber, why have you
seized me . . .
Now I will try to do nothing but listen.
I hear mites crawling in the carpet,
and the voice of my spirit tallies the song of the mites:
“Blind, slow, nosing among skin cells,
fluffs of string, fragments of dead mites;
not knowing much, but knowing food when we see it;
dog-paddling through the infinite, keeping our heads
below the turbulence, cozy in the dome of our limits—
it’s a strange life, but not a bad one,
immersed in our small plenty.”
Fill me with all the voices of the universe,
Endow me with their throbbings . . .
The noon sky replete with the unseen,
stars beyond stars; no frame for the portrait you’re painting:
painting the endless body,
painting the waist and thighs,
painting the weed’s dream and the water’s appetite,
painting the rim of the Grand Canyon, and the declivity also,
painting the mysterious intercourse of heaven and hell,
painting yourself into a corner and out again,
painting over the paint with fresh hallelujahs.
Yesterday, when I read “Whoever you are
holding me now in hand,”
my hand tingled, not for the first time,
with a peculiar penetrating warmth.
I said to my silent curious soul out of the bed of the
slumber-chamber,
Come, for I have found the clew I sought so long . . .
For the last years you spent in a body,
you lived content on a bustling dirty street in Camden
in the soulless administration of Benjamin Harrison
and asked your readers to allow you
a little levity, because “the passing hours
(July 5, 1890) are so sunny-fine.”
Come now and loiter here with me
on a side-street off the open road,
where two cats are crouched between parked cars,
eyeing each other, not sure whether to sniff or spit;
where two little girls on a porch play
with a can of shaving cream, lathering their chins,
letting it ooze on their dresses;
where a proud tail-waving vocalist
who makes the songs of other birds his own
runs through his fervent repertoire—
mouthpiece for nature, instigator of song,
goading me
to widen my admiration.
. . . Poems bridging the way from Life to Death, vaguely
wafted in night air, uncaught, unwritten,
Which let us go forth in the bold day and write.
Kyle Norwood is the winner of the 2014 Morton Marr Poetry Prize from Southwest Review. His poems have also appeared in Innisfree Poetry Journal, Seneca Review, Right Hand Pointing, and the anthology Poems for a Liminal Age. He earned a doctorate in English at UCLA and lives in Los Angeles.
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WALE OWOADE
How I met your
ghost
I saw myself inside
your path. How they brought
the graveyard inside your house
how they took
your daughter first
how your son’s soul
ran past a bullet
how your cries
were not what they used to be.
How you cried and cried
till your crying and wailing
are still heard
how you crawled inside a knife
how I met your ghost
how I wept between your past
how I brought your ghost
inside my poem.
Wale Owoade is a Nigerian poet. He was a finalist in the 2014 Laura Thomas Poetry Contest and won the Silver Prize at the 2015 Tony Tokunbo Fernandez International Poetry Contest. His works have been published in various journals including: Anthology of World Contemporary Poets, Epistle of Lies Poetry Anthology and footmarks: Poems on One Hundred Years of Nigeria’s Nationhood, Kalahari Review, and Maple Tree Literary Supplement, Canada. He is the Managing Editor of Expound Magazine.
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FIONA SINCLAIR
All in the mind.
Any family history of mental illness,?
I can offer no great aunt teaming tweeds with straight jacket,
or uncle lurking in the lingerie section of M & S,
but shrugged mum was an alcoholic,
aunt’s depression keeps turning up like a bad penny …
A line of stick figures conga across the psychiatrist’s notepad.
After his questions empty the contents of my past like a dustbin,
He urges a leap of faith across my disbelief to his diagnosis.
Later I keep to myself internet research that somatic
was only recently divorced from its shady coupling with psycho.
Nevertheless explanation to friends
about a leaky mind contaminating its body
still met with a change of subject;
far easier to wear the fashionable label of bi-polar.
Fiona Sinclair's first full collection of poetry, Ladies Who Lunch was published by Lapwing Press in September, 2014. She is the editor of the on-line poetry magazine Message in a Bottle.
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J. R. SOLONCHE
What To Do While Waiting For The Poem
While waiting for the poem,
you should write a poem.
Not the one you are waiting for,
which will be the great poem,
the perfect, shining poem
that rises resplendent in the east
of your mind like an Aegean sunrise.
Not that one which will be
the flawless diamond of a poem,
the hardest of all you shall ever write,
against which all others are tested.
The poem you write while waiting
for that poem, will be a tear-shaped
piece of glass to trick the heart.
J.R. Solonche has been publishing in magazines, journals, and anthologies since the early 70s. He is author of Beautiful Day (Deerbrook Editions) and co-author of Peach Girl: Poems for a Chinese Daughter (Grayson Books). He lives in New York's Hudson Valley with his wife, the poet Joan I. Siegel, and nine cats, at least three of whom are poets.
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RODNEY WOOD
Praise Poem for The Young 'Uns
It's magic the way David, Michael and Sean
appear from behind black curtains with only
an accordian for company and stand level
with the audience of 20 sitting on blue chairs.
No mics are used and tonight the mixing desk
is dark and silent as their homes in Teeside.
Before they even start Sean tells us about
how they were given the nickname, the Young
'Uns, ten years back at a folk club in Stockton
and the name stuck like an albatross or a shadow;
Sean interrupts himself to talk about people
they've met on their tour of the smallest folk
clubs in England such as Redditch where
they had palms read but not properly because
they did not have the right equipment
or how at Fareham someone waited outside
with a translation of the song Pique La Baleine;
and here in Aldershot there's a steward
who's going to write a poem but Sean says
if he puts away his notebook and pen we'll start.
So I put them under the seat. David wipes his nose,
Sean and Michael have some water then voices
carol like larks as they sing about the hedge priest
John Ball who spoke against the poll tax, joined
the Peasants Revolt and wrote When Adam delved
and Eve span, Who was then the gentleman?
and five members of the English Defence League
who were invited in for a lovely cup of tea
at a Yorkshire Mosque and then had a game
of football.
Sean looks at me and says
Can you write about all this? Yes, I reply, oh yes.
Praise Poem for Tim Ries, Tom and Ben Waters
I'm here to praise Tim Reis because
he plays a whole family of saxes with a beautiful rounded sound
he's recorded with the Rolling Stones and they've recorded with him
he played with the Rolling Stones at Hyde Park in 2013 and after the gig
he gave Tom a new sax to tame
he gave Tom the sax, a Selmer Mark VI, he played at the Westy
I'm here to praise Tim Reis because he grew up to become the man he hoped to be
I'm here to praise Tom Waters because he's only 13 years old
he was on stage at the Westy with his dad at the Westy
he watched the Rolling Stones from the side of the stage at Hyde Park in 2013
he told Tim he plays a cheap sax and will never improve because he can’t afford
a better one
and Tim gave him a new sax to tame
he placed his shiny new sax on the Westy stage under a spotlight
so everyone could admire it
he looked cool in his striped green and black shirt
he blew like a pro with growls, wails and jumps
I'm here to praise Tom Waters because he knows he's still a boy
and maybe he'll grow up to wear the sky
Lastly, I'm here to praise Ben Waters, Tom's dad, because
he played piano with the Rolling Stones in Hyde Park in 2013
he sat at the Westy like a King on his throne even if it was made from two beer crates
he played boogies, stomps and kept inserting quotes from the classics
he played Chuck Berry songs so his drummer (Earl) could take off his sun glasses
and sing them (except the Russian version of Johnny B Goode)
he looked so proud when his son played solos or just blew on his sax like a pro
with growls, wails and jumps
I'm here to praise Ben Waters because at the Westy he rushed back on stage after the encore to tell the audience this story about Tim Reis
who gave a new £4,000 Alto Selmer Mark VI to 13 year old Tom,
who blew like a pro with growls, wails and jumps
who blew on the Westy stage like a pro with growls, wails and jumps
Rodney Wood lives in Farnborough, Hampshire, UK. He has been published in many magazines and in 2013 was shortlisted in the Poetry School pamphlet competition.
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