2019
DECEMBER CONTRIBUTORS
Bob Beagrie, Lucy Crispin, Katherine Fallon, David Giles, Ric Hool, Ted Jean,
Jack Lenton, Sally Michaelson, JML Morton, Mary Ricketson, Tieka Marija Smits,
J. R. Solonche, Mark Williams.
BOB BEAGRIE
Water Feature Beside the Bottle of Notes
The pigeons are mooching around the central pond
The tiddlers flick and twitch beneath the ripples
In one eye of the boys, who is young enough to hold
All desire in his eye, the tiddlers are crying to be caught
The pigeons eye the boys as they gather on the bank
With nets, a black bucket and an empty jam jar
The tiddlers weave secret trails through the reeds
Their liquid calls fill the boy’s ear, themselves
Small fry slipping through the labyrinth of canals
Riding the feather-soft purr of pigeons busy pecking
Gregg’s pasty crumbs dropped on the pavement
The bare topped boy fills the bucket with pond water
Sinks his own face, white pebble, into its depths,
Becomes a small pale fish caught up in a ripple
A spit, a splash, the dip of a net into his liquid cries
The bob of a pigeon’s head to the beat in his breast.
Film Poem
(based on Peter & The Wolf)
The gate to the meadow hangs off its latch
Swings over gravel in the morning wind
Eerie creak of hinges, someone whining in their sleep
Pale face behind stained nets at the window pane
What kind of a bird are you that cannot swim?
What kind of a boy are you that cannot fly?
The tabby is prowling around the pond’s edge
The old man watches ghosts from the window
The tree in the garden stands among fallen apples
Wasps gorge on the tumbled halo of over ripe fruit
The mountain’s shadow slides across the meadow
A wolf slinks from the forest’s rim, pendulum tongue
They once hung a witch from the branch of that tree
What kind of a crone was she that would not sink?
The boy remembers the shudder of the dream
The old man listens to ghosts from his window
Last year at the village fair there was a wolf in a cage
Desolate eyes, now it prowls the edges of his sleep
What kind of a boy are you that will not howl?
What kind of a wolf are you that wears a chain?
The old man is prowling around the pond’s edge
The morning wind stirs the nets at the window pane
Drunken wasps gorge upon ghosts in their cages
Stained face behind wolf skin, such desolate eyes
They once hung a crone from the branch of that tree
Eerie creak of the season like one whining in sleep
The tabby’s shadow slides across the meadow
They have taken to wearing wolf masks at the fair
At this time of year the village hangs off its latch
The boy is wolfing at the shudder of a branch
It sounds like a duck is quacking inside the old man
Who has taken to wearing a halo of freshly fallen fruit
The gate to the meadow creaks on the edges of sleep
A tree, a rope, a pendulum tongue that refused to sink.
Bob Beagrie is a poet and playwright from Middlesbrough and a Senior Lecturer in Creative Writing at Teesside University. He has published nine collections, most recently Remnants (Knives, Forks & Spoons Press 2019), Leasungspell (Smokestack Books 2016) and This Game of Strangers (Wyrd Harvest Press 2017), his tenth collection Civil Insolencies is due out from Smokestack in December 2019.
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LUCY CRISPIN
becoming photographs
Of course, if we've been lucky we'll have been
those photographs already, tucked, dog-eared
from loving, into bags and wallets smooth
with use; replaced on shelves and tables cleared
of clutter, dusted; or (more likely now)
those wallpapers and galleries which move
round with us—talismans, or proof, at once
ballast and flight-fuel, the breadcrumbs which love
has left along the forest-path if we've
been fortunate, our human hungers met.
Whether or no, becoming photographs
is what we all do in the end: time gets
his long way with each one of us, expels
us from the bright hall. Images remain
impressed, for a while, at their different depths
on hearts: the smell of known skin, the sought pain
of tenderness recalled, the stain and smart
of argument—shared tenancies of time
now lapsed to sole possessions. Even grief's
gut-grip on us will give. What feels a crime
at first—a breath's forgetting, when we then
remember—will more leniently be seen,
in time, as part of that sad strange process
by means of which now becomes then. In dreams
the presences persist, even as we
relinquish them. The photograph's blue stare
no longer sees us—itself, one day, fails
to wake a recognition anywhere:
we all become the unremembered dead,
in time. And so, the portrait with the name
and date scribed on the back is leant against
the wall. “Lot 12. An interesting frame...”
that pink house round the corner
I noticed first how the plants, no longer tended,
were flinging themselves out into wildness:
shoots flopped, unanchored, and last year's growth
was brown and brittle, the ghost of itself,
dead stems still twined in the trellis, still clinging.
A long time since I'd seen him, then, snipping
and grooming, knotted back bent still further
over the two pots in the yard, coaxing—
through sheer length of love lavished—a young
fat-flowered brilliance to scale the faded walls.
Weeks passed. Curled leaves collected in corners,
rain-sludge pooled in the paving, and the gate
('PLEASE SHUT THE GATE') swung, unlatched, in the wind.
The friend's Audi no longer hogged one-and-a-half
spaces at the kerbside. Then the sign went up
and before I knew it, red letters said 'SOLD'.
This evening, there's a grubby transit straddling
the pavement outside, doors casually gaping
and a life exposed inside, crammed in all
anyhow: a coatstand; a tube telly, and a kettle;
a worn Co-op box which once held Sago Milk
Pudding, now spilling linen; rolled rugs, and carpets,
some marshy-looking underlay; a hat, and some
secateurs. A thin rain slants into the back
until the doors are slammed, headlights flicked on
and the van pulls away. Down the hill, I'd heard
a great shimmer of small brown birds sing evensong
in the town square trees. Reaching home, I close my door
and sit, to weep silently and quite without fear.
Redemption comes so hard, and yet so often, now.
A former Poet Laureate of South Cumbria, Lucy Crispin has recently been published in The Eildon Tree, Allegro, The Blue Nib, Channel, The Selkie and Iceberg Tales. She works freelance for the Wordsworth Trust and as a person-centred counsellor. Her micro-pamphlet wish you were here is forthcoming from Hedgehog Press. You can find out more at lucycrispin.com.
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KATHERINE FALLON
The Winter We Moved Here
we covered my father’s funeral lily
to save it from frost burn
and its leaves bent so low
beneath the white sheet they became
a body at rest
to be headed off at dawn
that spring a man in a semi failed to stop
at the sight of brake lights
and five nursing students all women
some too young to drink were killed
on their way to clinicals
on the raw shoulder as many crosses
sprang up clad in bleached
lab coats which in the gales
of passing traffic
billowed
pillowed
snapped.
Katherine Fallon’s poems are included in Permafrost, Colorado Review, Foundry, Best New Poets 2019, and others. Her chapbook, The Toothmakers' Daughters, is available through Finishing Line Press, and her collection, Gold Star, is forthcoming through Eyewear Publishing. She shares domestic square footage with two cats and her favorite human, who helps her zip her dresses.
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DAVID GILES
Dust
Maureen once was in this room
Shedding skin, hair, and tears;
Layers of memory settled there,
Adding crumbled wing and powdered web
(We are all in this together).
Time disintegrates, but
History reintegrates:
Things dropped behind the radiator,
Concealed beneath the carpet, are
Destined to return with interest.
We hoped there would be nothing.
But there in the darkest alcove,
Gnawed and rusted, buried
Beneath the detritus of years,
Maureen’s suitcase, unopened.
David Giles lives in the south of England and writes whenever he gets the chance, which isn’t very often because he has a young family and an academic day job, and there is always a garden to tidy up and rubbish to be put out. But he struggles along somehow.
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RIC HOOL
If I had to Know Anything, I had to Know This
Sweeping Embleton sand from car mats
each grain glints back to origin
Dunes there rumped with marram
hiss with golden runnels
a transfixion to witness While
wind shaves sea into waves
my body deserts Beta
slipping into Alpha welcoming
hummadruz
My spirit / my planet
conjoin
Washing off Northumberland dust
the car paintwork dulls under a Welsh sun
hung in a damp sky
All doors open still
the tang
Duende
Coming at this with gusto Keith
dragging on a fag furnacing his draw
a Consett-night skyline of old
John Martin The Destruction of Sodom And Gomorrah
Nobody smokes like Keith Richards
nobody
There’s a song out there tugging
A powerful boat ushering a ship to safety
from cold sea
between piers over the bar
into The River stacks
in steam days flamed hot-red reeking
sky like Keith on a cig Nobody
smokes like Keith Richards
nobody
Fierce flamenco
heard in peñas en las calles
high in Sierras
burned hands on sunned guitars
fingers firing off gut strings
Keith on a roll nobody smokes
like him
Ric Hool has nine collections of published poetry. His work is featured in magazines & journals in Europe, USA & UK. Between So Many Words (Red Squirrel Press 2016) is to be followed by Personal Archaeology in April 2020.
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TED JEAN
NE 43rd, behind Providence Memorial
back out in the heat, Ken is visited
by a panting black dog, possibly lost
where he (Ken) has crouched
beneath a minor street magnolia
beside the parked pickup
after attending his cosseted wife
in ICU and a couple of hours
before he is due at the airport
to fetch his son back to the house
where his Brooklyn daughter
is fixing dinner and her elder sister
is reading to his three confused grandkids
our boy doesn’t really want to unlock the truck
as the dog leans quietly against him
personal ad c. 1846
hard man hairy rarely rinsed
wholly accustomed to hardship:
wife bereavement
burnt barn
burial of babies unwept
east wind freezing new crops
west wind drowning them
partial amputations up to four
and counting, single sinful
member still intact
seeks woman
strong and clean, not
given to easy judgment
to share a life of wide-eyed ecstasy
Ted Jean writes, paints, plays tennis with Amy Lee. Nominated twice for Best of the Net, and twice for the Pushcart
Prize, his work appears in Beloit Poetry Journal, PANK, Spillway, DIAGRAM, North American Review.
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JACK LENTON
It is said and written
that Qi Ji, the hermit monk
composed his poems
with a stalk of bamboo
onto the hides of his cattle
it is utterly unknown
what his patrons thought of this
there are no records - but once,
a soft, single brush
flecked over
a herd of canvas,
characters, meaning
lived and changed
dependent
on the time of day
imagine moments
of utter blasphemy
of reason, horror, comedy
others of absolute nonsense
(though given enough time
meaning may come)
in the late afternoon
at the bottom
of Mount Dagui
beneath the static pines
Qi Ji waits with his drove
for a cloudbreak
to refill his inkstone
he waits for the earth
to accept his work
he waits for the rain
to begin again
Jack Lenton currently works in London as a writer for Royal Museums Greenwich. Earlier this year, he had a first book published, Kingdom of Mud with Sky Burial press. His work has appeared in Vice, Time Out and he was nominated for Canterbury Festival’s Poet of the Year in 2017.
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SALLY MICHAELSON
Visiting
The Jasmine flower in my cup
is a tight ball, until hot water
releases its bobbing heart,
we dip our roti bread in lentils
mother and daughter feasting on food
and on each other.
At night I fall asleep in your bed
while you read Kant :
I’m drowsily safe like you were then.
You’re still reading
when I wake in the morning ;
we have mince pies for breakfast
watching the willow outside
do a graceful limbo
under a thin cord of wind.
Sally Michaelson is a recently-retired conference interpreter who lives in Brussels. Her poems have been published in Ink, Sweat and Tears, Algebra of Owls, Lighthouse, Squawk Back, The Bangor Literary Journal, Hevria, The Jewish Literary Journal and The High Window
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JLM MORTON
Grandma’s Prestige
A birthday, and the tins rend the quiet of an early summer night:
twenty-centimetre hubs of love and steel resurrected from the corner cupboard.
The patina of baked-on bridge parties, coffee mornings, a generation’s glee
- and I think how this mother bakes, as you did before me,
stirring the soft warm fat into sugar, folding in flour.
A moth dusts the window glass, drawn to the false moon of electric light,
calming this lavish modern toil like a meditation.
It’s only later I feel the base left in – a clunk of the knife between layers -
your kind of joke. The kind your great grandchild won’t notice
as she shoves the chocolate sponge down. You and I
gorge on a delicious fiction: one life lost, another gained.
JLM Morton is a poet, writer, mother, lover, friend, thinker, doer, cold water addict. Based in Gloucestershire, England. Instagram @JLMMorton Website jlmmorton.com
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MARY RICHETSON
Buckeye
When the sun shines clear on Carolina Aster in the fall,
look for a buckeye tree somewhere on a mountain trail,
five palmate leaves and a scaly bark, not the biggest tree,
but on the whittler’s bench they value it for its whitish color
and easy grain to carve.
If you pass people on the path, talk well of how the leaf color
will look this season, whether red and gold will be bright and bold
or simply mute, predict according to how dry or wet the weather
has been, then prove how cold the weather will be this winter,
going by the wooly worms, whether brown or black.
Field corn still stands near the road, morning glories take the stalks.
A brown mule may stare you in the face as you walk by.
The boards of that old barn show their age, gone brittle now and grey.
Virgin’s Bower has lost its innocence, gone from white to musty beige.
Buckeye trees flower yellow in the spring, drop smooth brown fruit in fall,
small like a fat quarter. Pick up one buckeye, put it in your pocket,
carry it forever for good luck. Grab an extra one and give it away.
One look at Flea Mountain as the sun starts to set is all the peace you need.
Get that buckeye out, feel it in your palm when you sit outside.
Evening is pleasant. Days are shorter, light is precious.
Count on that buckeye for good luck.
Mary Ricketson lives in the Appalachian Mountains, USA, and works as a mental health counselor. Her poems often reflect the healing power of nature. Her recent published collections are Hanging Dog Creek, Shade and Shelter, and Mississippi: The Story of Luke and Marian.
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TEIKA MARIJA SMITS
The Colour of a Conference Pear
She chooses three conference pears
as the subjects of her still life
because they remind her of her father.
When she was a girl, come autumn
the fruit bowl bore only one fruit:
the conference pear.
They came from the tree
at the end of their garden;
the one not good enough for climbing.
Her father would crunch
his way through the bowl, saying:
“We need to eat these up.”
Yet she had no taste for them.
The flesh was too hard, the skin too bitter,
its texture too rough, its green too brown.
It was only decades later that she discovered
that they soften up beautifully when cooked.
A dessert pear, they are meant for desserts.
As she begins to sketch the pears
she has a longing for the impossible –
to bake him her now-favourite pudding: pear crumble.
Later, she chooses her colours,
considers the greens and yellows and browns
she will use in her painting.
With older eyes she sees the colours better;
the brown is not brown but green-gold,
the green is not green but yellow with a touch of emerald.
The colours complement each other,
they are warm, unshowy, and subtle in their beauty.
She can see this now.
Teika Marija Smits is a writer, editor and mother-of-two. Her poems have been published in Atrium, Prole, Bonnie’s Crew, LossLit, Brittle Star and The Poetry Shed. Her debut pamphlet, Russian Doll, is to be published by Indigo Dreams Publishing in 2020 and this poem is from that forthcoming publication.
https://marijasmits.wordpress.com/
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J. R. SOLONCHE
The Lady of the News
Every night I watch the lady of the news.
I do not like the news.
But I like her.
There is nothing to like about the news.
The news is all bad.
Every night the news is all bad.
But I like the lady of the news.
She does not have blonde hair.
She has black hair.
She does not have blue eyes.
She has black eyes.
She does not have fair skin.
She has dark skin.
She is not pretty that way that pretty is.
She is beautiful the way that beautiful is.
The news is neither pretty nor beautiful.
The news is ugly.
But I like to watch the lady of the news.
I like her voice.
Her voice is not pretty.
Her voice is beautiful.
Her voice delivers the ugly news beautifully.
If one must listen to bad news, this is the way to do it.
The Beauty of Extinction
They do not know, of course.
They do not know they are becoming extinct.
The insects.
The amphibians.
The reptiles.
The fish.
The birds.
The mammals.
None of them know what’s happening to them.
None of them know extinction is happening to them.
None of them know one of them will be the last one of them.
The last one will not know it is the last one of them.
Only we will know.
Only we will know how beautiful it will be to be extinct.
No, to be extinguished.
Yes, to be extinguished.
Only we will know how brief is the anguish.
Only we will know how beautiful to be extinguished.
J.R. Solonche is the author of Beautiful Day (Deerbrook Editions), Won’t Be Long (Deerbrook Editions), Heart’s Content (Five Oaks Press), Invisible (nominated for the Pulitzer Prize by Five Oaks Press), The Black Birch (Kelsay Books), I, Emily Dickinson & Other Found Poems (Deerbrook Editions), In Short Order (Kelsay Books), Tomorrow, Today and Yesterday (Deerbrook Editions), True Enough (Dos Madres Press), The Jewish Dancing Master (Ravenna Press), If You Should See Me Walking on the Road (Kelsay Books), In a Public Place (Dos Madres Press), To Say the Least (Dos Madres Press), For All I Know (forthcoming 2020 from Kelsay Books), The Time of Your Life (forthcoming April 2020 from Adelaide Books), The Porch Poems (forthcoming 2020 from Deerbrook Editions), Enjoy Yourself (forthcoming 2020 from Serving House Books), and coauthor of Peach Girl: Poems for a Chinese Daughter (Grayson Books). He lives in the Hudson Valley.
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MARK WILLIAMS
Daredevils
I am one of those guys
sitting on a bench at the mall
is what I’m thinking while sitting on a bench at the mall
as my wife, DeeGee, shops for shoes at Dillard’s.
Soon I’m singing
I am one of those guys
sitting on a bench at the mall
to the tune of the Johnny Cash ballad, “Hurt.” Very softly.
Even the guy on the bench to my right is no wiser.
But in my mind, he not only joins in, he sounds good—
tenor to my bass, June Carter to my Johnny.
Then, one by one, the other guys join in.
A dozen or so, easy.
You’ve seen us, old guys,
sitting on benches at the mall.
By this time many shoppers have stopped to listen,
including the woman in a pink tank top by the fountain,
and the tune becomes peppier, modulating to a major key,
the signal for all of us to leap from our benches
and perform a well-choreographed dance I haven’t quite worked out,
though it will definitely involve the fountain. Naturally,
we’ll wind up on YouTube, going viral overnight
or, better yet, virile overnight.
Hopefully sooner.
Take it from me, you never know what old guys
sitting on benches at the mall are thinking. Last night,
my wife and I paused an episode of The Tudors
to watch Nik Wallenda walk across Niagara Falls on a tightrope.
I was thinking about walking across Niagara Falls on a tightrope—
by that I mean Nik Wallenda walking across Niagara Falls
on a tightrope—just before it occurred to me
I am one of those guys
sitting on a bench at the mall,
the antithesis to walking across Niagara Falls in every way:
no mist, no great height, no great roar, no spectators (yet),
no water (aside from the fountain), no natural beauty
(aside from the woman in a pink tank top by the fountain),
no balance pole, no tightrope, no tightrope-walking suit.
No one could possibly mistake me for Nik Wallenda
walking across Niagara Falls on a tightrope.
Is the safety harness bothering you?
no TV commentator asks me
It makes me feel like a jackass!
unlike Nik Wallenda, I do not respond.
And though no one will ever catch me dead walking across Niagara Falls,
and if they did that’s how they’d catch me, if they caught me,
I can understand why Nik Wallenda felt like a jackass
with that safety harness dragging behind him. In fact,
no one could ever catch me dead walking across Niagara Falls
because I’d be wearing a safety harness, too,
unlike now, free-sitting on my bench,
when anything could happen.
Mark Williams' poems have appeared in The Hudson Review, The Southern Review, Rattle, Nimrod, The American Journal Poetry, New Ohio Review, and the anthologies, New Poetry From the Midwest and The Sixty-Four: Best Poets of 2018. This is his second appearance in The Lake. He lives in Evansville, Indiana. “Daredevils” first appeared in the Brescia College journal, Open 24 Hours, 2013.
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