2013
DECEMBER CONTRIBUTORS
HOLLY BURNSIDE, DAVID COOKE, DAWN CORRIGAN,
DAMIEN COWGER, ANTHONY FRAME, ROSIE GARLAND, PATRICK LODGE,
SHARANYA MANIVANNAN, MATT MARINOVICH, TODD MERCER,
NIALL O'CONNOR, DALE PATTERSON, DAYNA PATTERSON,
JOHN SAUNDERS, CLAUDIA SEREA, JULIA KLATT SINGER,
JEN WEBB, JEREMY WINDHAM.
HOLLY BURNSIDE
What Lives in the Shallows is You
What I knew was the dream of a farm, of sleek jars of canned fruit,
sweet red preserves, of chickens and the circled arms of the old green hills.
I saw the brambles mown down, the garden plowed and planted,
that cabin so rich and ripe in weathered wood and limestone rock,
not the crippled little room where your fist first bit my flesh.
We prayed at the place where water is born, high among the rocks
at Hooper Bald, photographed white cows, bowed down in graveyards,
stroking stones like wisdom lived there, until you were raw, and ready
to promise the rocks and stones everything, anything, and I just wanted
the cool metal of the Chevy's hood under my patient, hopeful back.
I beat back terror driving breakneck down the bad dog road,
riding out along the knife-cold river in the dark. I was washed under
and made clean, I thought, by your smooth and oily passion, and by
the grandfather mountains watching my willingness to forgive,
the way I craved belief, the way I waited for the cure that never came.
For me, the river remains forever in full flood, the trees and hills
crisp-rimmed, the mountain laurel sweet in shadow. There is no farm
in my history, no prayer beside the river, and I have painted you out
of the crippled little room without mercy. There is nothing left of you.
Your rage lives only in the shallows, caressed by the bellies of fish.
Holly Burnside is a poet and photographer from Toledo, Ohio. Her poetry has appeared in or is forthcoming from Harpur Palate, Country Dog Review, Tipton Poetry Journal, Toledo Free Press Star and Pirene's Fountain. She is also co-editor of Glass: A Journal of Poetry, and has worked as the creative writing workshop facilitator at Aurora House, a local transitional home that serves women who are working to overcome substance abuse problems, homelessness, and domestic violence.
DAVID COOKE
The Dresser
The shrine and archive of those who had gone,
the dresser loomed imposingly, hogging
its space – their one attempt at opulence
in a room that was otherwise spartan.
Ranged above it, in a gap left beneath
the ceiling, there were portraits of couples
who had tied the knot elsewhere: brides and grooms
in cheap suits they'd wear again on Sundays.
Pushed to the back of a shelf – half-hidden
behind unsorted papers and the pots
for pins and pens – a girl in a white dress,
her image silver-framed, clutched her missal
in a gloved hand, staring back awkwardly
through jumble. A repository for anything
too highfaluting for everyday use,
it housed the china they laid out for guests –
the loaded Yanks, who were distant cousins
trying to find their 'roots', or English kids
whose accents wavered between two places;
their mums and dads who were sons and daughters.
Stashed away, alongside the cutlery,
the lace, and a stiff folded tablecloth,
there were biscuit tins that bulged with photos
in which the poses always seemed the same.
An Open Drawer
I have opened a drawer in memory
revealing odds and ends, a treasure trove
of objects they may have thought
were useful, but mostly never were;
and laid among them the airmail letters
– light blue and flimsy.
Slicing them open with a kitchen knife
along striped edges, they eased out
the creases to read the news
from Sydney, Detroit, Toronto...
and learned how children prosper,
that work is work and how,
wherever you travel,
you will find a face from home –
All the details of ordinary lives
translated by distances
to a gauche formality –
Hoping, as ever, this finds you in health,
each aspiration couched in pieties –
One day, God willing, we will see you again.
And buried in that drawer
with bits of twine, ribbon, forgotten keys...
the mass card for a son who died
and never made it anywhere
beyond their glistening fields,
their moist low-lying hills.
David Cooke has published three collections, the most recent of which is Work Horses ( Ward Wood, 2012). His poems and reviews have appeared in Agenda, Ambit, The Bow Wow Shop, The Critical Quarterly, The Irish Press, The London Magazine, Magma, Poetry Ireland Review, Poetry Salzburg Review, The Reader, The Shop and Stand.
DAWN CORRIGAN
The Horologist
For me the noise of Time is not sad
- Roland Barthes
For me the noise of time isn't so sad.
The bells and little gongs, the sonnerie
are full of stories as Scheherazade.
The clockworks bring no doom, my tense Comrade,
but if you insist, then say they toll for thee;
for me the noise of time isn't so sad.
The bells of hell go ting-a-ling. So said
my dear old dad; a sot, a debauchee
as full of stories as Scheherazade.
I left his house when I was just a lad
and sought the music of machinery.
For me the noise of time isn't so sad.
I loved the order that a wristwatch had;
I joined a Worshipful Company
as full of stories as Scheherazade.
A sick clock whimpers like a grudging dad
but I return it to its destiny
so that its tick tock doesn't sound so sad
and once more it sings, like Scheherazade.
The Caryatid
keeps her back turned always
to the temple and its god, who deems
the things of this world beautiful always
with an air of accusation, his fingers
the fingers of a jolly maniac
breaking a twig into pieces.
The paint on her face unpeels like sepals
revealing the blank nebshaft beneath,
her true face. Citizens forget the sulky god
who hides within, awaiting his return
to glory. She's better, this shabby statue
who's always held things up.
Dawn Corrigan's poetry and prose have appeared in a number of print and online magazines, and poems are forthcoming at Right Hand Pointing, Slipstream, and Don't Just Sit There. Her debut novel, an environmental mystery called Mitigating Circumstances, will be released in January 2014.
DAMIEN COWGER
Specks
When my daughter points
to the stars, I find that I lie to her.
About so many things.
I make up constellations
she can understand.
Find the shapes to shape
a connection.
She lies right back,
pretending that she can see
where, in the endless expanse, I'm pointing.
She wants me to think
she's smart, and I want her to know
that she is—so much more
than me. Because one day,
the sun will rise an hour later than predicted
or the stars will disappear
into the void and I'll ask her, through tired eyes,
to point me in the right direction,
or any direction.
Damien Cowger's work has appeared in various journals including The Southeast Review and The Rumpus. He is the winner of the 2012 Science Fiction Poetry Association's Poetry Contest in the short form category. He lives in Harrisburg, PA where he is the Managing Editor of New Ohio Review.
ANTHONY FRAME
Interpreting Night Routes
The moon is in perigee, which means its grip
has the power of ten ancient myths, gravity
is jealous, and metaphysical astronomers watch
the stars, wondering if they're different tonight,
if they fly faster, if they fall with greater grace.
Deer doesn't care for metaphors, he doesn't feel
the pull which I know from books, my feet tightening
to the ground a condition of psychology and
an abstraction. Deer just wants to kill time
until we're in Ann Arbor, an hour's drive,
and I'm his quiet cousin with sewn-shut mouth
and sewn-open eyes, still learning to drive a stick shift,
muttering about different distances to the moon,
which Deer figures is better than nothing. He doesn't care
about gravity, if we work all day Thursday
and all night Thursday, then we get Friday to sleep,
to write checks on our honey-do lists, to remember
the taste of a beer under a full noon sun. We'll do it,
week after week, we don't care which god has cursed us
or that the boulder is shaped like a truck. At the on-ramp,
a man stands with a tin cup and a cardboard sign,
he's wearing a brown winter coat and heavy black gloves.
It's warm today, the man is wearing his uniform,
we're wearing our uniforms, the cardboard doesn't sing.
It's 9:30 at night on a Thursday, why is a man
tin-cupping at 9:30 at night on a Thursday? I turn
the truck onto the highway and we never see
the man again. We'll see a lot of tin cups and
cardboard signs tonight, a lot of unemployed uniforms.
I shift until we're in fifth gear. Deer chain smokes
because he's scared when I drive, because his wife
won't let him smoke around his daughter, because
smoking isn't rebellious when you work for
your parents and they both smoke, it's expected
like birds flying in a V, chased by violent clouds.
I tell past life stories from college, Deer likes to hear
about college, about the short film I made of a friend
rolling a joint, the history class about all the kings dying
in all the strange ways, Henry VIII with syphilis
and the casket blowing up. Deer likes to hear because
it means I'm talking and he hates giving speeches
to the stars. After a few miles I stop talking,
Deer takes over, what he's doing on his day off,
mowing his lawn and chasing his dogs until his daughter
gets home from kindergarten, a Disney movie
about a magical place far away from US 23,
an invisible tea party, Deer's hamburger belly
in a tiny chair across from his little girl, Deer as
Mad Hatter but without the mercury poisoning.
I'm taking my wife to the art museum,
the traveling Picasso exhibit finally here, memory
and mankind, humankind, cubed into a kind of
grave distortion, all those angles that have seen
and scratched all those places, but I always write
angels instead of angles. The way Deer taps his fingers
on the dash means he wants to read my poems
but doesn't know how to ask. I remind him
that Whitman said, Vivas to those who have fail'd.
Deer starts yawping, he's a dog, we're staring at the moon
so big we should be able to grab it, take a bite out
until it's a crescent. We yawp for the cresting river,
for the tin-cuppers, for my wife, his wife, his daughter.
We yawp, Deer's laughter all teeth. There should
be snow on a night like this, mood weather, I tell Deer
there should be snow, when I write it I'll write it
with snow. He tells me to always tell the truth.
There's snow, we're driving eighty-seven miles an hour,
a headlight burnt out, mile after mile the moon
not getting bigger, not getting smaller. We're trying
not to look back, to ignore the songs of our sleeping lovers
who we fear will disappear if we don't stay focused
on the road ahead. We're trying to outrun the sun
that snores as we work. We're trying to succeed.
Vivas, Deer. Vivas.
Anthony Frame is an exterminator who lives in Toledo, Ohio with his wife. His first book of poems, A Generation of Insomniacs, is forthcoming from Main Street Rag Press. His chapbook, Paper Guillotines, was published by Imaginary Friend Press and recent poems have been published in or are forthcoming from Harpur Palate, Third Coast, The North American Review, Redactions, The Dirty Napkin, Gulf Stream and diode among others. He is also the co-founder and co-editor of Glass: A Journal of Poetry. Visit his website here
ROSIE GARLAND
Defacing the currency
The train slips loose of the South:
its knitted straw huts, tinder-dry,
from its crusts of mountains, walls of slapped plaster,
from its rumours of a wet season, its promise of rain.
We shudder past railway stations with faded names;
their paint exhausted by the sun's bombardment.
The soldier in the seat opposite leans into his radio,
face wide with news of the coup. He sucks
his cigarette to a red ember, unwraps a banknote
and burns a hole in the face of the President.
We head north into a barricade of thunderclouds
taking up position around Khartoum, Omdurman.
Born in London to a runaway teenager, Rosie Garland has always been a cuckoo in the nest. An eclectic writer and performer, ranging from singing in cult gothic band The March Violets to twisted alter-ego Rosie Lugosi the Vampire Queen. She has five solo collections of poetry and is winner of the DaDa Award for Performance Artist of the Year and a Poetry Award from the People's Café, New York. Her debut novel The Palace of Curiosities was published in March 2013 by HarperCollins. Visit her website here.
PATRICK LODGE
The Bus to Ano Mera
The early morning bus
to Ano Mera stalls
in a whirlpool of goats.
The driver adds his
obscenities to the whistles
bleats and bells
that flow like a fast
current around us.
A woman lifts a child
onto my lap, shifts
two dangling chickens
from right to left,
better to punctuate
her barked invective
with stabbing finger;
her black nails edge
her chopping hand
like a funeral card.
I feel sick you said;
I offered a Mentos.
Yesterday we thought
of death on the plunging
boat to Delos; today
in this becalmed bus
we think there may be life.
The Priest on the Lake
(Lake Ohrid, 2013)
The lake seems hammered flat
to the horizon; a line of silver
solders air to water, each
depthless, opaque to each other.
Two silhouettes, against light
no better than a badly-dipped
candle, like silent movie actors
mime a parody of speed in a water-taxi.
The boatman sits gurning, grits
his teeth, guns the grudging outboard
into a veneer of roar. The keel
chamfers a diamond-bright edge,
true as any orthodoxy, across
the mirror gloss. The priest
in the prow clamps his hat tight,
leaning forward as if fighting a gale
of deviation gusting from all-night
lakeside bars; his beard is a schism,
a paradox split over cassock
and cross. He stares into the lake
seeking resolution in this urgent
dawn journeying, sees nothing
beyond the tain, his reflection
standing alone against a blueing sky.
The boatman, more soft-wired,
ductile, looks backwards, smiles
as the scar of wake silently
heals in the salve of shining water.
Patrick Lodge was born in Wales, lives in Yorkshire and travels on an Irish passport. His poetry has appeared in magazines and anthologies in England, Wales, Ireland, Greece, Australia, New Zealand and the USA. He was a prize winner in the 2009 Envoi International competition. His first collection An Anniversary of Flight was published by Valley Press in October 2013.
SHARANYA MANIVANNAN
Smoke
Because you were the only one old enough
to gather together all the lives I've lived,
I would lay still, afterwards, and listen to
you bathe through the thin walls of the
house you inherited from your grandmother,
and consider the cowardice
of beautiful men
who pretend to not be vulnerable.
Your damage did not keep you from harm,
not from trafficking in it, not from taking it.
Now I take lovers too young to sustain me,
who look at me as though I am enough, and
afterwards I burn, insipid as incense, and
think of those oppressive afternoons when
you thought I knew everything, when you
mistook my diffidence for mystery or
quiet insouciance, and all the while
I hid my shaking hands under the table
and pretended I breathed fire, feigned
I wasn't made of smoke.
Sharanya Manivannan is the author of Witchcraft. She has received the Lavanya Sankaran Fellowship, an Elle Fiction Award, and been nominated twice for the Pushcart Prize. Her fiction, Poetry and essays have appeared in Drunken Boat, Hobart, Wasafiri, Prairie Schooner, Killing the Buddha and elsewhere. Visit her website here
MATT MARINOVICH
In His New Home
He couldn't sleep at all,
neither could his wife,
or the baby. They hadn't counted
on the whitish glow spreading
through the thin line of trees
that separated them from the mall
and the sound of cars on the highway
or the puddle of water
that mysteriously appeared
at midnight on the kitchen floor.
On the third night there,
a small plane cut its motor
and crash landed in a small field
next to the watertower.
He somehow expected to see the pilot
even before he heard his footsteps
on the deck, the blood leaking
from his woolen sleeve
and leaving its fine script on the wood.
The man had white hair,
a badly broken nose, and looked
almost fatherly. They sat
opposite each other at the kitchen table,
listening to the sound of sirens
pestering the empty roads,
and the man told the pilot
that he'd always had reservations
about being a homeowner,
and the pilot, squinting down
at the dishtowel the man had
helped wrap around his obscenely bent
forearm, told the man he'd always
had reservations about being a pilot.
The man's wife, who had been listening
to them in the darkness behind
the door, had even more dreadful
reservations, but she held the baby
against her chest and listened to
it sigh, in an eerily adult way,
as its mouth slipped off her breast,
and then it began to scream.
Matt Marinovich has had work published in Esquire.com, Salon.com, Poetry East, Passages North, and other magazines.
TODD MERCER
The Restaurateur's Deconstruction
[Ekphrastic on Edward Hopper's "New York Restaurant" (1922)]
If you said the customers come
for Delmonico steak and Waldorf salad,
you wouldn't be entirely wrong,
but everything in this
city of millions
promotes loneliness or fights it.
To have a Someone go to the trouble
of meeting you here,
a Someone you're eager to see,
who arrives clean, well-dressed, not late,
carrying news,
carrying potentiality.
That's the draw which fills the seats,
that, plus atmospherics:
décor, food scents,
wait-staff darting by, dispensing,
ice rattling in glasses,
kitchen sizzle muffled by the doors,
word salad as background
the buzz of a dozen other conversations
you and your Someone sit among
but have no stake in.
Bread broken in convivial company
a great escape from shoehorned shoebox spaces.
In my place you're a name, a personage,
you're a distinct possibility.
Free an hour of the stifling
office cubicle, the compressed
sardine housing.
Free and at least for now,
not alone.
Todd Mercer won the Woodstock Writers Festival's Flash Fiction contest and took 2nd and 3rd place of the Kent County Dyer-Ives Prizes in 2013. His chapbook Box of Echoes won the Michigan Writers Cooperative Press contest. Mercer's poetry appears in Thema, Blue Collar Review, and Black Spring Review; his flash fiction is forthcoming in Dunes Review and Apocrypha and Abstractions.
NIALL O'CONNOR
Benim Türk Kardeş (My Turkish Brother)
The Turks are not a quiet people
they celebrate with cannon boom and beat of drum,
loud music and jingo beat,
big sounds they believe will frighten what they fear.
They have winds that wander from shade to shade
riffling palms like packs of cards
venturing inland to conspire
with white-water dreams;
each threading their separate ways
through pine scented mountains.
And it is here on Mount Nif,
in the cool breath of our father,
I share thoughts with Mokthar Sen,
thoughts that could not be voiced within earshot
or sight, of the village mosque;
thoughts that in my youth we dared not speak
in the shadow of the village steeple.
Thoughts that make us brothers.
Dulce et Decorum est . . .
Self medicated by drugs and desire,
dna patented and futures sold,
cloned by deceit we willingly expire,
exploited, abused, true story untold.
Who told the baby in its innocence,
that living would be used to coarsen life,
that a man could be bought and sold for pence,
portioned by a wanker's knife?
Homes now mortgaged for a lifetime or more,
cardboard boxes rented by night,
beached souls, blood leached, clawing at closed doors,
to what Job Title should they take their fight?
Tumorous bills support medic elite,
everything with a price, - just beyond reach,
tick right boxes, or go live in the street,
this is the gospel governments preach.
You must pay, you must save, and you must slave,
a menial's life of constant duress,
where greed is the only way to behave,
as bankers' growth, means more of less.
Telling each other, you must do your best,
futile in the face of this old story,
and new Lie; Dulce et decorum est
pro patria labori . . .
Niall O'Connor is an internationally published poet and blogger, a 2013 Pushcart Prize nominee, he reads regularly at the Writer's Centre and other popular Dublin venues. He released his Debut Poetry Collection, Change in the Wind this year to much critical acclaim. Niall blogs at the very popular Dublin Post
DALE PATTERSON
Goodwill
Her Santana t-shirt enters its ninth life.
She pushes a stroller. Her child's
sippy-cup leaks a sticky red juice
colors a Wonder Bread wad.
I donate my Arrows XL, dress white
with French cuffs, pin stripes
and paisley. They ask if I want a receipt.
I nod my head yes. Exit.
A homeless man sits in the shade,
his beard is a leftover nest, his shirt
a worn fresco, Madonna and child.
The afternoon sun lashes my neck.
I imagine an angel dressed in disguise,
turn the key in the lock. The seats in my car
are now burning like fire.
Grand Trunk Railway- HO Scale
At the Battle Creek Station
a woman reads Betty Crocker
to her husband. Arms folded
legs crossed he stares like a saint
in a protestant pew.
Outside the dispatcher's office
a porter wears company jewels,
mans a two wheeler
loaded with Samsonite luggage.
A frustrated boy has hands
on his hips and calls to a dog.
It refuses to come.
Three men in gray suits
share a paper. One reads
the headline, Russian Eye
in the Sky. The others read sports,
wonder if Spahn will throw
spitballs at Mickey.
The sky is a basement ceiling
but a woman's hair blows out behind.
In fear that they might all miss
the train, no one is moving.
The Inter-City Limited
will arrive in five minutes.
Dale Patterson is a visual artist and poet living in Indiana. His work has appeared in many online and print journals, most recently in The Tower Journal, Midwestern Gothic, The Museum of Americana, Short Fast and Deadly, and Main Street Rag. Dale's website can be found here
DAYNA PATTERSON
Growing Up in a Bookstore
Your first steps are watched over
by sad-eyed Brontës.
On hands and knees you buff away
black scuffs from butter-colored wood.
At Christmas, your fingers learn
the perfect shape of books as you
marry them to silver and ribbon.
Vertigo isn't optional, or amathophobia.
You can ignore Keep Off
Ladder signs as you swing
Fred Astaire-like from the rungs.
At home, you doctor broken books,
bandage their torn skin.
Your room grows shelves where,
outside their Eden, they multiply
like wild because that's what you're given
for every holiday on the calendar.
Don't bother asking for anything else.
You date only bibliophiles—
your marriage bed is an inflatable
mattress on a box spring of books.
Your spouse enters a book as a submarine,
can't hear you under all those words.
Dayna Patterson's chapbooks, Loose Threads (2010) and Mothering (2011), are available from Flutter Press. She is Poetry Editor for Psaltery & Lyre.
JOHN SAUNDERS
We Used to Smoke
circled all the time by fumes
that fed us feelings of self-assurance.
We would fret after a while,
squeeze our pockets
like stress balls,
search for comfort.
One of our tricks was to hold
the cigarette like a pen,
between finger and thumb.
Another was to blow rings.
We played a game –
ring the nipple- afterwards.
Imagine smoking in our bedroom.
The filter of love
in a fog of illusion,
the ashtray balanced on your stomach.
The Answer
She curled her finger
around the lock,
waited in her own insouciance
while he clambered on board.
They spoke only to satiate
their thirst for sound,
mentioned what each thought
the other wanted to hear.
Even the dog under the table
cocked his ear
when he heard her
answer 'yes'.
John Saunders was born in Co. Wexford, Ireland. His first collection After the Accident was published in 2010. His poems have appeared in Ireland, The United Kingdom and America and in numerous online journals. His second collection Chance was published in April 2013 by New Binary Press. He is a founding member of the Dublin Hibernian Poetry Workshop.
CLAUDIA SEREA
Better Wine than Water
Better wine than water,
better fire than air,
better dead
than living without you
The sun hides its disk
in dust rags.
The Gypsy tells our story
and strings the silence
with accordion wails:
Better honey than sugar,
better kisses than handshakes.
Para-pa-dam-
para-pa-dam.
Night falls,
cinder flakes.
We part the darkness,
alone in the world.
Tell me more,
hammered dulcimer.
I'm drunk on your voice,
on your mouth.
Better lovers than friends.
Hurry home,
hurry,
before the song ends.
August night in Oltenia, 1985
The plains are always more romantic
than the mountains,
the small human silhouette
against the vast expanse
and the wind.
The sky rotates
and uncovers the mouth of a well
that breathes warm in its sleep.
This is the moment
when you'd slip your arm around my shoulders
and we'd watch how
the invisible chain brings up
the moon.
Claudia Serea is a Romanian-born poet who immigrated to the U.S. in 1995. Her poems and translations have appeared in New Letters, 5 a.m., Meridian, Word Riot, Apple Valley Review, and many others. A two-time Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net nominee, she is the author of Angels & Beasts (Phoenicia Publishing, Canada, 2012),The System (Cold Hub Press, New Zealand, 2012), and A Dirt Road Hangs from the Sky(8th House Publishing, Canada, forthcoming). Read more at her website here
JULIA KLATT SINGER
The Things in a Day that Cannot Be Stopped
The sun, the moon, and yes Venus--
whether there are clouds
or not. The last drink,
the first kiss. The edge
of a knife nightmare,
the soft falling of death--
how darkness becomes
pure & empty.
Hunger. Wanting. Desire.
A memory of
a brush of your hand,
the lingering
warmth of your body
& how at dusk, that fox
who has no fear
of any of this
comes to your porch, watches
as you undress.
Doll Parts
Plastic arms, plastic legs
I'm soft-bodied
clenched fists, but weak inside.
Hair you can only cut once.
Name me
after a flower after a sin.
Days I spent in your arms
on your hip
a sweet pout, the pinkest lips
Lay me down
to shut my eyes
Lift my shirt to see
the heart you drew
on me.
Julia Klatt Singer writes poetry and fiction. Her book of poems, A Tangled Path to Heaven was published in June, 2013, from North Star Press. She is the poet in Residence at Grace Neighborhood Nursery School, and has co-written six songs with composer Tim Takach. Visit her website here
JEN WEBB
Marking Time
The moon hangs aslant tonight: it looks
like there's a problem, looks like there's a flaw. He says
it's just the smoke that buckles the light;
the sky is fulvous, but he says nothing's wrong—
the world is as it should be, and we will cope
whatever comes. But the moon is hanging aslant
between Orion and the horizon, it hangs
deflected and dislodged.
Summer does it every year, rolling fire and flood
in patient hands, tomorrow's worry-beads.
We keep watch outside, marking time
while the night passes by
while the smoke smears the sky
the stars fall, and rise, and between
the hills and the horizon, the fires
breach their lines. The helicopters buzz,
the sirens start to sound.
He turns to find his keys: they're where they were
it won't be long before we leave.
Last season, in another hemisphere, and the snow
kept coming: we kept watch inside as that soft
screed drifted near: a different threat: a
disappearing sky. It comes down to physics
he said: the more you know, et cetera.
We kept watch through the windows, built
our little fires. We were waiting
for a change: we are
waiting still.
All at Sea
Imagine a whale. Not like those we saw
only on the horizon
that year we spent on Stradbroke: you
watching from the watchtower, me jogging
along the hills, each of us inventing moves
to lure the great salt-washed
creatures close to shore.
Cheated, we paddled in
the winter-weight surf, Queensland-warm
but nothing changed.
The whales rose up, on
their lazy way down south; a fluke, a breached tail,
sometimes a great spume; but so far away you
had to strain to see. Imagine
a whale: imagine drifting so far from shore
for all those waiting days, till finally
it becomes clear
that no one's reaching
anyone any
more.
Jen Webb lives in Canberra, Australia, and is the author of a number of books, including poetry, short fiction, and scholarly works. She is a member of the management team of the International Poetry Studies Institute, based at the University of Canberra. Visit their website here
JEREMY WINDHAM
Hercules and the Hydra
Mythology burned our mouths the day I hiked
behind the neighborhood through the forest
with my father who was glad I didn't know
he was checking for snakes along the way.
How hysterical I would've been if I knew
he was listening for rattlers over the sound
of his voice as he recounted the second labor
of Hercules, the slaying of the Lernaean Hydra
whose heads multiplied after each decapitation.
He told me how it ended in fire, how the stumps
of every writhing neck cauterized themselves
by the venom in the beast's own blood.
I still can't blame him for omitting the truth
most storytellers ignore, how Hercules murdered
his own children and killed the Hydra to absolve
his sins, how he knelt beside the uncoiled serpent
to wash his hands in the boiling pool it left behind
where he let the poison scald him, not yet immortal.
Near the end of my father's version of the myth
I was searching the forest floor for what he knew.
I was looking for the truth I would not find
until I had read the entire story years later
and found my father in the hero's hands,
my own hands, hands that sinned and purged
and sang their labors into a magnitude of stars,
forgave themselves into a span of celestial rest.
Jeremy Windham is currently earning his BFA in creative writing at Stephen F. Austin State University where he also studies music and violin performance. His poetry can be found in The Blue Route, Psaltery and Lyre, Steam Ticket Review, Diverse Voices Quarterly, The Portland Review, and is soon to appear in Southern Humanities Review.