2014
JULY CONTRIBUTORS
Stephen Bone, Judy Brackett, Marc Carver, Karen Craigo, Gail Rudd Entrekin,
Marie Lecrivain, Heather L. Levy, Andy N, Charlotte F. Otten,
Nicky Philips, Karen Powell, Fiona Sinclair, Yermiyahu Ahron Taub
STEPHEN BONE
Unmendable
The vase we bought together
in Murano
slipped through
my careless hands
to hit the floor
with a rich percussion,
a jigsaw of glass
at our feet.
For a moment like haruspices
we studied the red remains.
Then the word arrived,
reached you first.
Unmendable, you said.
Ode To a Deckchair
Roused from cobwebbed
hibernation you regain yourself,
emblem of holidays; sun soaked
dreams of cornflower skies
and slumped ease
unfolded
with your teak bones.
A weathered veteran
brave faced to the washout
in city parks, suburban yards;
a salted sea dog
your striped lap punching
back at the gale, robust
as the bandstand's
brass blown tunes. Far
from the pier's oily air
your true worth shown;
benign as a lifeboat
among the shoes
and crockery
you offer yourself,
a buoyant chance
against all odds.
Stephen Bone has been published in various magazines and journals including Seam, Shotglass, Smiths Knoll, The Interpreter's House and The Rialto. Most recent work in Londongrip Poetry.
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JUDY BRACKETT
Coming Back
Why do they come back, and how
do they decide when to come back—
fluttering in dreams or alive
in the tottery walk of an old man
crossing the street against the red hand,
in the blur of a child spinning impossibly
fast on a creaky merry-go-round?
One gloomy winter’s day, a boy with a false
name slithers through the side-porch door,
leaving a bedraggled black-and-white mutt
shivering under the arbor.
Why do we let them in, phantoms
of our unsettledness in this world
and our curiosity about before and after?
There’s never any useful news
from the other side, only mixed-up
revisits—miseries and joys, wrong people
in wrong places, grandfathers the same
ages as their sons, their own grandparents.
These familiar strangers always float behind a wall
of watery glass, bubbled and crazed, figments
of memory’s longing and confusions—
ashes and dust the potter mixes with water,
spins on the wheel, shapes and glazes
and tongs into the fire, making beautiful objects—
beautiful, yes, but breakable and cold and dead.
Judy Brackett has published short fiction and poems in various journals and anthologies from About Place to Untidy Season: An Anthology of Nebraska Women Poets (Backwaters Press). She has taught creative writing and English composition and literature at Sierra College. Born in Nebraska, she moved to California as a child and has lived in the northern Sierra Nevada foothills for many years.
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MARC CARVER
French Fries
I go to Mac Donald's
I end up in the queue
with the middle aged man
who is keen to have his job
any job will do him
I know he has just started
it is his first week or month
because he has some enthusiasm
It will probably last another few months yet
He asks me what I want and keeps calling me young man
I don't know whether he is taking the piss or not
but it makes a change
I tell him that I want some chips and entertainment
and he calls me young man again
and I can't help but like the guy
I sit down and eat my chips look around
and wonder why life is like this.
Marc Carver has had some seven hundred poems posted on the web and eight volumes of poetry published but the most important thing to him is that people enjoy what he writes.
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KAREN CRAIGO
While Walking on the Treadmill,
I Devise a Plan to See the Expansion
Memorial
Today is day three of every
day and I know half
an hour will yield 1,500
steps so today I will be
4,500 steps into my journey—
a modest pace, but the best
plans, the ones we stick to,
seem to start that way, and
a week will take me 10,500
steps farther from where
I started, 10,500 closer
to a place where I’ll have
a handle on it all, and
did I mention I’m walking
with my eyes closed
and I really hear the constant
thrumming of the gears and
the deliberate way each foot
strikes the conveyer? This year
I will travel 547,500 steps,
all of them somewhat plodding,
slow on purpose because
I am clumsy but every one
uphill to bring the burn.
Each tread is about twenty-
eight inches, which is
15,330,000 inches or
1,277,500 feet per year,
and I have time to think
about it, to do the math
and be surprised that this
uphill year will take me
only 242 miles, about as far
as St. Louis with its shitty
pizza and not, it turns out,
to the moon, or even
very close. It will take me
____ years to reach the moon,
and yes I’ve left that blank
because I don’t outright know
the distance to the moon,
do you? I’m just walking here
with my eyes closed and plenty
of time to do the math,
which I hate, and feeling
a little sweat at my hairline,
and maybe January 4 is the day
I’ll curtail my lunar journey,
settle for frozen pie, which is not,
anyway, settling, as you know
if you’ve ever been to St. Louis,
but on the other hand maybe
I’ll keep walking anyway
because the ooey gooey
butter cake is not to be missed.
Karen Craigo teaches English to international students at Drury University in Springfield, Missouri. A chapbook, Someone Could Build Something Here, was just published by Winged City Chapbook Press, and her previous chapbook, Stone for an Eye, is part of the Wick Poetry Series. Her work has appeared in the journals Atticus Review, Poetry, Indiana Review, Prairie Schooner, Puerto del Sol, The MacGuffin, and others.
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GAIL RUDD ENTREKIN
1978
My thirtieth year to heaven I traveled West
headed as much away from the flat bland plateau
of my childhood’s songs sung over and over
through summer’s melt and the freezing misery
of slushy streets, the black ruts in the snow of endless
Ohio winters – as toward the siren song
of California, its open doors swiveling and banging
with those coming and going, those adrift,
worn down by dailiness, and those bursting
up and out of their square holes, looking
for fellows in the wine, poems at table, words
pouring down around them and people catching
them in their inverted umbrellas like rain,
looking them over in their delicate hands,
pocketing the beauty, dropping the sensible words
into their pockets for another year, another time
to come after the open sky, the poets standing up
telling and everyone hearing, the painters
in their purple cloaks swirling, and the young
woman dancing alone on the square
while the flute player under the bridge
where the echo swells best wears
his green bandana, takes
gold in his velvet hat.
Gail Rudd Entrekin‘s newest book of poems is Rearrangement of the Invisible (Poetic Matrix Press, 2012). She taught college creative writing for 25 years and is editor of the online environmental literary journal Canary www.hippocketpress.org/canary and Poetry Editor of Hip Pocket Press in Orinda, California.
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SUZANNE IUPPA
Raking, in a Pyrenean Garden
There is a quiet gap in the constant sheets of rain.
Let’s go out, first you, then I,
into the small, soaking green and brown back—
the rising smell of roast meat and
wood smoke hypnotises our limbs,
siskins trill within our hearing
as we work to separate dead leaves
from waking grasses. Bending, gathering.
Who would have thought this young fruit tree
would shed so much?
Enough to clog these tines and soak our clothes,
many baskets of good detritus
to a pile fit for burning
although I am sad at the thought of it—
like the ancient nest of grass and baling twine
you hand me, sacrificed for a rose’s pruning,
undoing the perfect knot in the convex cup
adding another layer
to the peat core of seasons beneath us
some perfectly intact with defined edges
some a murky smear best forgotten,
and both our backs bowed with the same labour,
the same tenderness in our movements
spanning whole stepped degrees in scale:
the doe-eyed primrose discovered blooming, at our feet
and the obstinate snow and black mountain, above.
Territories
The overpass unravels its usefulness at night
underneath a fox cough and the cows lowing;
a lit ginnel between A-roads and B-roads
that took many messy and stop-start years to complete,
bordered by LED antennae, and in places, ancient hedgerows
hanging on for dear carbon saving life—
and as the stars split the blackness
and swagged gardens call out from either side, familiar,
there is a shift down to a chorused humming
behind hermetic seals; through double-cylinder door locks
while the clipped grass field at the edge of the park
shimmers endlessly, just like the desert.
Suzanne Iuppa is a poet, community worker and filmmaker based in North Wales. She has published poetry and short fiction in a variety of British and American literary magazines, and her poetry series On Track: Poems from Welsh Pilgrimage was published by Alyn Books in 2013.
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MARIE LECREVAIN
Advice to the Loveless Poet From St. John of the Cross
St John of the Cross never specified exactly how long
a dark night of the soul is supposed to last. He didn't
include instructions like stay hydrated, bring a flashlight,
a book to read, and a snack or two.
He never intimated that waiting for that special moment
of union with the divine is akin to waiting by the phone
for a 3 am booty call with the god of your choice.
He did suggest it requires a conscious cultivation of OCD,
a lack of personal hygiene, and a clear understanding
of the boundaries between devotion and your inner masochist.
I find this advice helpful in my relationship with Le Muse;
I’m in it for the L-O-N-G haul, though I tried to break up
more than once via text message: Dr Ms, Wr Dn! C U L8r!
And all she does is smile, pat me on the head,
hold out her hand to me and says, Kiss the whip, bitch,
which I do (gladly!). Someday. Some… night…
at 3 am… She’ll call me… And I’ll be here…
pen in hand… ready… and waiting…
Texting in the Time of Mercury Retrograde
(to S, because you are right…)
Here, in the void, I listen for your voice
amidst the technological howling
of progress. Instead, I hear repeated
prophecies of binary dissonance
that annihilates the warm tone I treasured
inside the deep well of my memory.
Our devices overwrite memory
and intention. My own language, my voice,
is now a klaxon. What you once treasured
is now a hateful childish howling
that inspires cognitive dissonance,
and woefully, can be often repeated.
The luddites were right. Progress repeated
distorts the very walls of memory.
To escape from the plague of dissonance
you and I must find a new, better voice
to triumph over that constant howling,
and recover the trust we once treasured.
I can barely recollect our treasured
evenings of discourse. I repeated
them in my head to drown out the howling
of despair that lurks within. If memory
can be trusted, your low and soothing voice,
when we first met - dispelled the dissonance
and sadness within. That same dissonance
has returned to steal away those treasured
moments of joy engendered by your voice.
Face to face, we can end the repeated
mobius of progression. Memory
restored, we’ll turn our backs on the howling.
What can be done for those lost to the howling
call of techno-babble, a dissonance
disguised? Our collectivized memory,
the best of who we are, once treasured,
will be erased. What’s left? A repeated
mantra of nothing. No sound, and no voice
to tell our tales. Now... are you howling
yet? I hope so. Keep fighting. Dissonance
balked will immortalize our memory.
Marie Lecrivain is the editor-publisher of poeticdiversity: the litzine of Los Angeles. She’s the author of The Virtual Tablet of Irma Tre (© 2014 Edgar & Lenore’s Publishing House) and editor of the anthology Near Kin: Words and Art inspired by Octavia E. Butler (© 2014 Sybaritic Press).
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HEATHER L. LEVY
Day Trip
“What’s a sea shore?” she asks,
The sea air whipping through her caramel hair.
I tell her a shore is an endless stretch of formidable joy,
A horrible assault upon the ego,
A painful beauty that shoots salt through every pore of your being.
“What are sea shells?” She crinkles her tan nose in wonder.
I explain that a shell is the carrier of mermaid songs
And souls who whisper their lost dreams into the iridescent caves
Where voices are trapped and washed away forever with the persistent roar of the ocean.
She looks down at the small conch in her hands,
Then out to the great expanse of green sea
And says, “Whatever, mom.”
Preschool
She throws herself into the verdure,
The green catching the Sun’s fingers through her hair,
Sweeter than golden molasses on dying bark.
She is nature, pure and unbridled,
Terrifying as she tramples past torn photos of who she was,
Who I thought she would remain.
She laughs, pine needles through my heart,
A memory when I held her head against my chest
And lied that everything would be okay, somehow.
I feel that craggy gorge she’s jumping over
Rising in my throat until all I taste is acid.
I need to catch her, to pull her back into my arms,
But I can’t reach her. I never could.
She pauses on the other side of the ravine
And turns to see me, face set in horror against the trees,
And she smiles with a secret in her eyes.
Then, she’s gone again
And I’m left clenching the answer.
Working and writing in Oklahoma City with her husband and two children, Heather L. Levy was the 2008 adult poetry contest winner for Readerjack.com and was a part of the special edition short story anthology for her short fiction piece The Canvas. She was a featured writer for the AOL-owned Aisledash.com, garnering millions of hits for the site during her period of contribution.
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Days
Three days since you told me you love me
And two since you kissed me on the cheek.
Four since you rang me up accidentally
And six since you tripped over your cat in the kitchen.
Seven since you kicked me out of bed for snoring
And eight since you set your toaster on fire.
Five since you misplaced your keys blaming me
And yesterday since you swore at the Postman
Yelling into the intercom,
Mixing the days and the madness into one
Like a comedy sketch gone wrong.
Never just lost for words
Even in a slight panic
Or rooting through your trousers
Then both pockets of your coat
Then lastly your bag
As both Ang and Ellen
Offer to help you out
Looking at the floor
With a stunned silence,
As you say, no I do have it
I do have it
And delay the bus leaving
For another 10 minutes
Before you find your wallet.
Andy N is a 42 year old writer, performer and sometimes experimental musician from the North West of England but seen most around Manchester, Trafford, Tameside and Bolton. Details of his books can be found on his official website http://www.andyn.org.uk
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CHARLOTTE F. OTTEN
Visiting Van Gogh’s
Arles
We drive the tangled roads
to Arles
into Van Gogh’s sunscaped land,
looking for his Cemetery Alyscamps,
his towering golden trees
and ghosty sarcophagi.
We join his lovers
on the path,
Caesar strolls beside us
scrutinizing
each marble burial stone
where a Roman soldier,
an officer, a dignitary
lies buried under icons
of philosophers,
shepherds,
a smiling monster,
and the solitary man
with arms still lifted
to a god who is as deaf
as Ahab’s Baal.
We find ourselves
in a necropolis
tramping on golden leaves
that will die.
and remember that we’re
not the first to stroll here,
a rumor persists that Christ
Himself attended the burial
of a martyr,
left the imprint of his knee
on a sarcophagus.
We reach a dead end,
we haven’t found Christ’s knee,
Van Gogh’s Caesar
has disappeared
in time’s deathless images,
and all that is left
is Van Gogh’s painted garden
with a golden landscape
of dying boneless stones.
Charlotte F. Otten is the editor of The Book of Birth Poetry (Virago/Bantam). Her poems have appeared in journals as diverse as Agenda, Southern Humanities Review, The Healing Muse, Poems from Aberystwyrh, Yale Journal for Humanities in Medicine.
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Thoughts run to my late grandfather
taking me by train, showing Ladybird books
to me, reading me Ned the lonely donkey.
I treasure it still: dog-eared,
deserving of a place in the museum.
What would Ned make of Charlotte’s corset,
nightcap, unborn baby’s bonnet?
Thick stockings, demure dress, prim practical shoes:
a world of fashion away from the 1950s
mother, father, Timothy of his story.
Ned could romp with the lion, march with soldiers,
compare notes among the pages of Jane Eyre,
breathe heather from the moors deep into his nostrils,
rue poor sanitation, lack of clear running water,
wonder at the girls’ minuscule handwriting,
share the sorrow of their early losses,
understanding the importance and closeness
of family life. Those looking in would see,
from the tattered pages of the tale, how loved
he was and learn, from that, a little of me.
Nicky Phillips lives in rural Hertfordshire. Her poems have appeared in The Cannon’s Mouth; Ink, Sweat and Tears; Every Day Poets; The Ranfurly Review; and various anthologies, including ‘The Best of Every Day Poets Two’ (2012) and ‘Heart Shoots’, in aid of Macmillan Cancer (Indigo Dreams Publishing, 2013).
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KAREN POWELL
Eric
Your armchair left empty,
too many potatoes
and places set for Sunday lunch.
Shopping in Gallowtree Gate,
I see the back of your head
or someone with your walk.
I see your mouth moving
when your brother speaks.
He uses your laugh.
Overheard
They didn’t realise I listened
as they sipped weak tea and gossiped.
Today, the new neighbours – the Poles.
She wore neat slacks and pastel blouses;
he had, they agreed, ‘come to bed’ eyes.
Aunty Milner told of the foreign rows
heard through the too thin shared wall;
him slamming the peeling front door;
driving fast in his blue Ford Zephyr.
That blonde – she paused – at The Wyvern.
They sighed, tutted, refilled their cups.
The day before I’d called for Lucja,
watched her mother pretending not to cry.
You see, I already knew the signs.
Secrets
I like secrets. Learning the hidden stories
of others – their addictions, crimes, affairs.
Not to share, just squirrel, consider.
Yes, I do like secrets. The best are mine,
tucked away until I choose to unfold
a snippet. I watch the subtle shift
of expression or tone as I reveal
a detail disturbing the me they knew.
Secrets. Each of life’s segments holds a piece,
and if combined, some would still be missing.
Karen Powell has an MA in Creative Writing from Nottingham Trent University. Her poems have appeared in Hearing Voices, Swamp, The Prose Poem Project, Kumquat Poetry and Message in a Bottle. http://karenpowellnotebook.wordpress.com/
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FIONA SINCLAIR
Sparkler
Espresso high on his proposal,
no thoughts of a ring until on the Ponte Vecchio
amidst the blaze of bling,
his disappointment at the Medici price tags.
Time was I could have let you loose with my credit card.
You had sworn off real jewellery anyway,
after watching mother milk men for sapphires, diamonds …
Found yourself drawn to modest silver and faux-pearl
Your friends will think I’m a cheapskate
But this ring would always mean;
hot chocolate he stood a spoon up in,
your OMG at the scale of ‘David’.
the Duomo photo-bombing every view.
Designer bags raised friends’ expectations,
your extended hand met with a pause,
‘It’s very you’, ‘How unusual’
the backstory beginning to sound an excuse.
Handling his heart like cutting a precious gem
you obtain his blessing to buy something glittery,
a We’ll see to your paying for it yourself.
He sacrifices the meet at Sandown to ring shop,
but you soon find emeralds don’t come cheap,
In the 11th hour jewellers , I’d forgotten about this one,
two diamond body guards flanking a superstar stone,
old stock at pre- gold rush prices,
knocked into your price range
by his cheeky chappy How much for cash?
In the car you take it from its conker casing,
you and the ring both off the shelf now.
Fiona Sinclair's first full collection of poetry will be published by Lapwing Press in September. She is the editor of the on line poetry magazine Message in a Bottle.
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YERMIYAHU AHRON TAUB
Fellowship Prize(d)
Once I knew buses,
I could tell you the path of the cross-town 33, past the grocery
on the corner of X and Y, where I would descend, with my shopping cart
clattering behind me, and enter the realm of the divine.
Here, spices, greens, fish, meats would elicit a reaction Pavlovian in
regularity. I knew I would unlock the mysteries of this bounty.
Salvatore (I could never bring myself to call him Sal) would croon the
discoveries of the day and offer a wink and a special discount.
“I take good care of you,” Salvatore said. And so he did.
Once I knew buses,
I could tell you the path of the 41, how it stopped at the overpass, you
know the one, where honeysuckle twinkles with such insistence. On the
promenade, Ethel would tell of what ought not be missed at the
Cinematheque. Irving would regale with tales of nude beaches of yore.
Betty would point out the flight of birds only she could spot. Even without
binoculars Betty knew. Only Leo couldn’t bring himself to merry. Ethel
did so try to extricate him from the nightmare ongoing that began with
a knock on the door so long ago. Still, Leo never missed our Fridays.
Once I knew buses,
I could tell you the path of the 107, with Mr. Jackson (I never knew his
first name) at the helm for at least 16 years. I remember the day he started.
How Delia always knew where to get the best orthopedic shoes. She had
to, with all the trudging over marble and mahogany she did with a vacuum
cleaner and mops and such. How Esperanza favored the 8:23 bus, with
her kids to get to school and so many errands to run. It was a good
time slot for her, for us all. Reasonable. Mr. Jackson always said to me,
“Don’t get into no trouble today, hear?” when I departed his 107 bus.
Only now I know these walls.
It’s my arthritis and my circulation and my heart. It’s almost everything
really. Sal’s market is long gone, replaced by a liquor store, with deals
struck out front at all hours of day and night. Sal would be distraught.
Ethel and the Promenade Gang have all passed. I won’t go into the
details, except to say that Leo outlived them all. Except for me,
of course. The 107 route was discontinued. I tried to find out what
happened to Mr. Jackson, but got nowhere.
They said they didn’t know of a Mr. Jackson.
Only now I know these walls.
And I was never much for decorating. Just didn’t have the knack. But
always were flowers. Now Esperanza walks up the three flights to be
with me. She arranges for groceries to be delivered.
She brings me flowers; she opens the windows for me
so that I may smell that which I can no longer see. Esperanza remains
to me from the buses that zigzagged across the avenues and boulevards of
the metropolis scarred by potholes never repaired (despite my pleas),
through the honking of cabbies and the swerve of bike messengers,
past ladies stepping over puddles and excrement,
beneath the canopy of live oaks whose lowermost branches caressed the
bus roof at Eighth Avenue and 13th Street as the “Stop Requested” bell
chimed in our ears. Esperanza remains to me from the buses that
delivered me to and from the central municipal offices those many years.
Once I knew buses, once I knew buses. Now Esperanza washes me,
now Esperanza holds me, now Esperanza sings to me melodies of her
abuela, as geraniums and daisies and poppies (and what’s that other one)
sway nearby, as these walls inch ever in.
Yermiyahu Ahron Taub is the author of four books of poetry, including Prayers of a Heretic. He was honored by the Museum of Jewish Heritage as one of New York’s best emerging Jewish artists and has been nominated three times for a Pushcart Prize and twice for a Best of the Net award. Visit his website at www.yataub.net.
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