2016
MAY CONTRIBUTORS
Mara Buck, Anthony Costello, Robert Klein Engler, Alan Harris, Sinead Keegan,
S. A. Leavesley, Marie C. Lecrivain, Jennifer A. McGowan, John L. Stanizzi,
Lois Greene Stone, David James Sundahl, Pamela Vandall
MARA BUCK
On Age
Here sits a moment.
And another.
Trite the moments.
Tick the moments.
Talk the moments.
How? Now they go,
elastic,
stretching and
expanding, contracting
too and springing
back when least
expected, but some,
like worn elastic
cease to contract or
expand when lived
over and over and
sag, fray and
finally break down
to be no longer themselves,
but something
much else.
Strange knots these
Gordians make.
When I am old
I shall have tea
and small cookies
that smell of things
exotic that they are not.
I shall be Alice,
large and small like
the cookies that disappear
when dunked in hot tea
in a cup of Mother-china
and to be old as that
is far, far away,
and today’s tea is
strong yet somehow
never hot enough to
melt the small hard cookies.
Mara Buck writes and paints in a self-constructed hideaway in the Maine woods. Awarded/short-listed by Faulkner-Wisdom, Hackney Awards, Carpe Articulum, and others. Published in Drunken Boat, HuffPost, Crack the Spine, Blue Fifth, Writing Raw, Pithead Chapel, Apocrypha, Maine Review, Tishman Review, Linnet’s Wings, The Lake, Whirlwind, plus numerous print anthologies.
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ANTHONY COSTELLO
Missing in Action
I arranged a meeting with myself
but didn't turn up. I took a walk instead
and drank Columbian coffee
in the Blue Mountain Café
and read The Sorrow of War
using a hundred baht note
as a bookmark. I thought of the book
and the journey Id made,
that rendezvous I hadn’t kept,
as part of a roll of film
jumbled up in chaos,
but couldn't figure out
whether or not necessity
had a role to play;
or if street vendors and tuk-tuks
and the terror I heard
in the jungle were part
of one continuum?
If I ran back to the meeting point
my scenes along the sois
- bunting-strewn, congested –
could then be filmed
from a mid-field position
of panoptic surveillance,
the horror in seeing someone
who looked like me
interrogate someone
who looked like me
in a case of mistaken identity
as told by Bao Ninh in
The Sorrow of War.
La Postina
We live in a post-Neruda
age of love & forget John Keats,
the old emblems of male desire:
green cape, parasol, blue flower,
superseded by images
of arse, the modern derrière,
and so, it transpires, the postgirl
is less Pearl Earring
more Dragon Tattoo,
more Bubble Butt, Huge Ass, Booty,
less love sonnet, less 'Bright Star'.
Anthony Costello is a writer, editor and poetry event organiser. His first poetry collection,The Mask, was published by Lapwing Publications in 2014. His second, Angles & Visions, (High Window Press) was published in 2016. “Missing in Action” and “La Postina” first published in Angles & Vision. He is currently working on a non-fiction book about Artists and their Physicians.
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ROBERT KLEIN ENGLER
Springtime in the Old Neighborhood.
it’s just a day in early spring where sunshine
falls bright and billowed clouds pass like
random thoughts until they reach a memory
of days in the old neighborhood across from
Strands Coal Yard and the overdue mortgage
a widow 4 kids one unruly because poetry
was rising on his brain and he did not know
the names of spirits or how springtime turns
the world to green and he would be since
then wondering why the couples sighed
like when mother took his sister to Earl’s
daddy’s friend who lived alone off 63rd
a block from the Golden Pagoda Chinese
restaurant where he would sit and wait
for takeout and study a painted screen
to see an old pagoda set upon a foggy
mountain peak and cartoon clouds drawn
like question marks floated above jagged
cliffs and then suddenly the dragon lady
would hand over chop suey in a brown
paper bag folded with a queer pleat
and he would take it home warm against
his chest yes Earl’s bungalow was near
the Golden Pagoda so his sister never went
for takeout because she had to sit still
on Earl’s couch that was arm worn and
itched like scabs sit while mother went
to the back room with Earl and she heard
moans not unlike the moans of a wounded
animal and she would imaging the sky above
the old neighborhood filled with soft clouds
and we had enough to get by if just barely
that spring whatever bloomed bloomed dearly
Robert Klein Engler lives in Omaha, Nebraska and sometimes New Orleans. Mr. Engler holds advanced degrees from the University of Illinois in Urbana and The University of Chicago Divinity School. Many of Robert’s poems, stories, and paintings are set in the Crescent City. His long poem, “The Accomplishment of Metaphor and the Necessity of Suffering,” set partially in New Orleans, is published by Headwaters Press, Medusa, New York, 2004. He has received an Illinois Arts Council award for his "Three Poems for Kabbalah." Link with him at Facebook.com to see examples of his recent work. Some of Mr. Engler’s books are available at amazon.com. He is represented by Connect Gallery at 3901 Leavenworth St, Omaha, NE 68105.
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ALAN HARRIS
If Stephen King Wrote Poetry
it still goes on
those little things
that annoyed me about you
the casket’s closed
but the kitchen cabinets remain open
it’s like you’re here
going through the junk drawer
leaving the toilet seat up
the dog wags its tail
at your Laz-Z-Boy
your favorite
beer
fills my fridge
your socks lay on the floor
our grandchild
still talks to you
your aftershave
calls my name from
hand towels and pillow cases
the damn lawnmower
refuses to start without you
along with the old
Ford,
barbeque grill,
and the sump pump
which leads me to
your photo on the wall
as I wonder if those eyes
are asking me to follow
or simply saying good-bye
Opposites
The old woman
asked
What is the opposite of poor?
Rich
I replied
The opposite of
poor
is justice she responded
I don’t understand
I said
That’s why we’re
opposites
she sadly smiled
Alan Harris is a 61 year-old graduate student and Hospice volunteer. He writes poetry, short stories and plays based often on the life-stories of older adults.
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SINEAD KEEGAN
Living in Language
My first day at school my mother told me to find my ‘r’s
we don’t drive cahs in this house
still she went from Mammy to Mom
born to a failte on the banks of the Liffey
welcomed with the grá of family where the Nurney passes the Barrow
rerouted to the Charles to chase that elusive “opportunity”
fully immersed in wicked pissah trips to the Muddy River
and shouted rounds of “Yankees suck!”
at home it was dún an doras and go raibh maith agat
swept north to the St. Laurent
be careful to ask for poutine not putain
working in a new language here, eh?
stop at the dep on the way home from work
Mélissa rapes the cheese
as I open the lights
to a new familia south of the equator
teaching niños in the desert called Chorillos
Mama Giuli cooks papas in their native country
now to the Thames, where I’m asked what it’s like to be back
back where, mate? Home
home is where you know the language
Sidewalk cracks
The boy in the yellow house calls
himself God
his prophecy protests are lost
in the afternoon
bus noise like his fingers in his brown curls
hanging low over eyes
that trace the sidewalk cracks
of the steep hill.
His knees bend outward in splayed genuflection
as he walks.
His brother is Attila call me Atti like the Hun.
They are Romanian Hungarian not from here
perfect English speakers. God will not speak
to me even though I bow my head
whisper soft and offer a smile.
He is handsome in a way that I cannot remember now
a way that blurs his face but sharpens
his silhouette in my door
the day his unknown unseen
mother needed an ambulance.
Sinead Keegan lives in London, where she teaches writing at Kingston University and in her local community. She has an MFA in Creative Writing and her poetry and short stories have appeared in several publications. She is working on her first novel and blogs at www.sineadkeegan.com.
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S. A. LEAVESLEY
Two poems from Lampshades & Glass Rivers
IX
Babcia’s metal lampshade
throws petal silhouettes
at pale blue walls
of not-quite sea or sky.
Her past an unknown place
of water, air and blown flowers.
Uciekaj, myszko…little mouse,
little mak…her half-sung
offerings: the lost poppies
of a faraway life, long before
this small square room,
where she knits things right.
Purls of soft wisdom slip
from her needles; fast fingers
click shadow moths into flight.
They cast off lace ghosts
to pattern Ada’s dragon wings
from this faint foreign light,
with its shoreless tidemarks.
* Babcia – Grandma in Polish
X
Afterwards, she tries to trap snapshots,
to funnel light into the blinded hall,
to patch back the stubbled grass.
Above the ragged stone wall:
a bent tree cracked open, broken.
Sun dazzling the dazed skyline.
A haze of horizon, cloud ghosts
and sky veins: bare tree capillaries.
Their tally of days gouged in the door frame.
Memory stalls on how to say goodbye
to a place that is her first waking moment,
whose minerals strengthen her bones.
Night is falling. Below the soon stark dark,
a vixen’s bark to her cubs. Roots burrow
upwards through the earth’s damp skin
into the skeletons of scarecrows,
shivering. In this cold: the spark
of beaded eyes, watching the light’s
walls crumble to a scattering
of unseen stones. These secret lives
visible only to those who know,
like the puddles of tumbled stars
that the days never notice
darting beneath their feet, then off,
disappearing to underground streams.
Lampshades & Glass Rivers follows a young woman’s love, marriage and attempts to conceive. Ada’s experiences are set against the background of her grandmother’s fleeing from Poland during the war.
S.A. Leavesley is an award-winning poet, short-fiction writer and journalist, published in Financial Times, The Telegraph, The Guardian, Magma and The Rialto. She has four poetry collections published under the name Sarah James, including plenty-fish (Nine Arches Press, 2015) and The Magnetic Diaries (KFS, 2015), which was highly commended in the Forward Prizes and staged at The Courtyard, Hereford. Her debut, Into the Yell (Circaidy Gregory Press, 2010), won third prize in the International Rubery Book Award 2011. She is also editor at V. Press. Lampshades & Glass Rivers won the 2015 Overton Poetry Prize and is reviewed in this month’s reviews section. www.sarah-james.co.uk
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MARIE C. LECRIVAIN
Why I’m Not a
Parent
No bird soars too high if he soars with his own wings - William Blake
This was the fundamental problem
between Icarus and Daedalus, and although
the former tried his best to walk the line,
he knew enlightenment was not a heritage.
Can you imagine the words, I told you so,
dying on Daedalus' lips as he watched Icarus
plummet like a comet into the sea,
broken wings askew and breath
sucked away by the west wind? Do you see
the clever life jacket Daedalus designed
- specifically for this occasion -
left behind in a corner of his workshop
because time and tide wait for no man?
Can you sense the momentary pride
that swelled in his breast as he
watched Icarus ascend to heights
no one dared to go,
his heart caught in his throat,
and eyes wide open in wonder?
Marie C Lecrivain is a poet, publisher, and ordained priestess in the Ecclesia Gnostica Catholica. Her work has been
published in Nonbinary Review, Orbis, Spectrum, and many other journals. Her newest book, Grimm Conversations, is available on Amazon.com
JENNIFER A. McGOWAN
Cloister
A patch of green. A square of stone.
The certain sort of silence that comes
when existence centres around—
and only around—the passage of breath.
Alveoli inflate to the full; there is no room
for sorrow. And so in quiet inhalations
I let go, and begin. Autumn wraps around me
its falling mosaic of colour. Time rustles,
drifts in gold and red. Memory eddies
at the walls’ feet and the decades-old beehive
bows the stone, threatens to tumble its precision.
I imagine the drip of honey in interstices,
its slow glow in the dark.
Somewhere beyond my sight
the river rolls rocks which have never
taken root.
This is the start of everything.
It is November. In the stone arches
the choir starts to sing. Magnolias burst
into bloom; their petals drift like snow.
What strange alleluias. What shows of faith.
Columbine
Three weeks she spent at my oriel,
staring in. I stared out.
At last I was deemed not a threat.
She rotated. Watched the tree,
unresponsive to other considerations,
choosing. Began to bring sticks too long to manoeuvre,
tried to force them through the branches,
this way, that; not wise, merely wanting.
She was patient; I was not, got on
with more clamourous aspects of life.
Later, leaves blocked my view. From below
I saw her try to settle in all directions,
silent, spinning, graceless.
Gales came: she sat
till wind bent the tree, tapped the glass,
then she fled.
Months I was empty
till she blurred, pastel pink and brown,
into my sight. Collared, her mate
anchored nearby. The sky flooded.
She made a small noise. He
shifted feet once, twice. Stood still, watching.
Everything soaking through.
Despite being certified as disabled at age 16, Jennifer A. McGowan has published poetry and prose prolifically on both sides of the Atlantic, including in The Rialto and Pank. She has been shortlisted for the Bridport Prize and been highly commended in many competitions. Jennifer’s chapbooks are available from Finishing Line Press; her first collection, The Weight of Coming Home, is from Indigo Dreams Publishing. Her website is http://www.jenniferamcgowan.com
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JOHN L. STANIZZI
Wish At First Snow
If you have men who will exclude any of God's creatures from the shelter of compassion and pity, you will have men who will deal likewise with their fellow men. St. Francis of Assisi
first snow of winter
soft and light
just enough
to cover everything
it falls silently
through the lovely branches
and onto the silent ground
tonight I am filled
with a kind of peace
that touches
the top of my head
so faintly
it might be snow
it says stay relax
embrace the breeze
that swirls calmly
through your self
and I do
snow falls
out of the blackness
and through the flames
of my little fire
miniature falling stars
or lightning bugs
seeking refuge
from the tiny cold
of their own
small light
I add 3 logs to the fire
then four
I know they are watching me –
fox skunk
possum and squirrel
raccoon and coyote
birds
swaddled in their elegant wings
I will add extra logs tonight
so the fire is warm enough
that they may come out
and lie with me
and the birds will land on the ground
and on my shoulders
and we will share the warmth
oh please JahJah
let them come out now
so that I may scratch
the skunk under her chin
until she purrs
and the chickadee will perch
on my finger
that I may kiss his tiny beak
I’ve made the fire
nice and warm tonight
please let them come out
if not now
later
and I will dream of
leaving my chair
and lying down among them
thankful for the warmth of the fire
and for each of their small bodies
warmed by the comfort of trust
John L. Stanizzi -- author of Ecstasy Among Ghosts, Sleepwalking, Dance Against the Wall), After the Bell, and Hallelujah Time! His poems have appeared in Prairie Schooner, The New York Quarterly, Rattle, and others. He teaches English at Manchester Community College.
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LOIS GREENE STONE
'tis nobler in the mind to suffer”
I was leery about teaching Lear
wondering what my students
might understand about dynamics
of family life. Young faces found
dreams and fairy dust appealing but
“Midsummer Night’s Dream”
seemed silly as a Puck, to them,
is a hockey item. And Hero
definitely would be “Much Ado
About Nothing” since comedy
has four-letter words spouted by
jeans-clad entertainers. “Hamlet”
tragedy isn’t as terrible as a broken
cell-phone or wondering where is
a wi-fi hookup. 1603. Sounds like
a zip code with missing numbers.
“O, blood, blood, blood!”, “Othello”
more suited to students television
preferences. “To be or not to be”
teaching Shakespeare, “that is
the question.”
A barren stretch of land
As an undergrad,
a philosophy class
made me wonder
what two books
I’d take to a
deserted island.
I decided quickly:
the Bible because
it would set up
social norms to
re-create society,
and “The Prophet”
just because I
appreciated the
work’s words.
Ask me today:
a flash drive
containing personal
photos, writings,
and wait for a
rescue team
who’d see me
via satellite.
Lois Greene Stone, writer and poet, has been syndicated worldwide. Poetry and personal essays have been included in hard & softcover book anthologies. Collections of her personal items/ photos/ memorabilia are in major museums including twelve different divisions of The Smithsonian.
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DANIEL JAMES SUNDAHL
Rabbinical Legends: I-II
Simplicity Following in the Steps of Cunning
Note how smoke rises
Straight and plumb.
Never interrupt
To mention the Hittites.
Let the bushes overgrow
The pasture.
Cover your dead
With quicklime.
Leave gaps between
The seedlings.
Interrupt Me
To name your children.
When the moon is new
Look for the beginning of longing.
After church,
Linger.
Cunning Following in the Steps of Simplicity
Pick berries when the dew is fresh;
In day's heat, place them on the tongue.
Instead of argument, offer her one.
Keep commonplace books; promise her
Fidelity; once in your life, pirouette.
In winter, walk on ice
To see if fear returns; in summer
Dive completely under and think
Of drowning in a country lake.
Learn to whistle two notes: one harsh,
One clear; to calm yourself, breathe
Through your skin, thinking of horses.
When speaking, notice the sound of vowels.
When spring comes, be wholly willing
To touch a cow's udder,
To walk barefoot in the mire; dream
Of boats sailing on the bay, each one
A dancer; teach boy children
The beginnings of sadness, the practice
Of beauty; in the fall, if a barn
Burns jump in, do everything you can.
Remember that evening is wiser
Than morning, that morning is the life
Beyond the body; glide softly there.
Daniel James Sundahl is Emeritus Professor in English and American Studies at Hillsdale College where he taught for 32 years.
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PC VANDALL
Snow in Paris
After the November 2015 Paris attacks
Snow falls on deaf ears. We only hear
the deadening silence eddying down
in soft swirls, an illusion of peace
sugar coating the landscape in frosted
flakes. Too many people in snow globes shake
it off, watch the world through venetian blinds,
and veil it under a clean sleet of snow.
Winter is always white before it’s black
and no one cares about the gray, smoke stacks
in-between. Even snowflakes must stick
together to survive. When snow strikes
water it detonates. Soft explosions
break beneath the surface erupting
a cacophony of noise amplified
in the crashing waves. Grenades the size
of granules emit sound like gulls shrieking,
subway trains coming to a screeching halt,
and sirens in the towering darkness.
Imagine the racket beneath the skin
of sea, the weight of snow without a branch
of light to land on. Like fluffy pillows
ripped from a starry sky they fall softly
as angel feathers drifting underfoot,
in hopes of finding some peace and quiet.
PC Vandall is the author of three collections of poetry: Something from Nothing, (Writing Knights Press) Woodwinds (Lipstick Press) and Matrimonial Cake (Red Dashboard). When Pamela is not writing, she's sleeping. She believes sleep is death without the commitment.
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