2017
MAY CONTRIBUTORS
Jean Atkin, Devon Balwit, Ben Banyard, Fred Dale, Robert Halleck, Nels Hanson,
Michael Lauchlan, Angela Readman, Jo-Ella Sarich, Robin Lindsay Wilson,
Rodney Wood, Jim Zola.
JEAN ATKIN
In The Tack
Room
14th November 1916
For instance, the slow
Sunday to Sunday
dust of the tack room.
The noise your boots still make
on split clay tiles, ingrained
with all this slow week’s slaw
of soil and sadness.
All the empty bridles
on their pegs
don’t change a thing.
Nor bits that dangle
alone on nails:
snaffle, jointed
snaffle, curb.
the honest, incorruptible
horses
What works is work.
You lift the stiffening
leather down.
Twist off the tin lid,
grease the reins that slip
through your hands,
smooth as a telegram.
You watch the yellow
saddlesoap turn dark
the creases
of your palms,
clog heart-line, head-line,
life-line.
You left it lying
on the dresser
in the hall.
will always
remember then the breath
of a horse’s whicker
through the tack room wall
Jean Atkin’s collection Not Lost Since Last Time is published by Oversteps Books and she has also published five poetry pamphlets and a children’s novel. Her poems have won various prizes and recent work appears in Magma, Envoi, The North, Earthlines and The Moth. She has held many residencies in both England and Scotland, and works in education and community projects. www.jeanatkin.com @wordsparks
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DEVON BALWIT
War Zone
The gas masks throw everyone
at first. Even the corpses
prefer not to wear them, wanting
the clouds directly
in their eye sockets, the ravens’ beaks
tapping their grins.
Then, there are the rocks, mounded
and nubile, awakening
a lust that can only be spent alone
amidst night-scrabbling
vermin. The signposts cast gallows-shadows,
while the trees, blasted
to stumps, loom over the roadside
like king-clagged dolmens.
We hunch and hunch again. Finally,
what of the baby
beneath the end table, both abandoned
luxuries, not afforded by war?
You can scavenge either if you wish; no one
will hold it against you.
(after Frantisek Muzika’s Listal)
Devon Balwit has published two chapbooks: How the Blessed Travel (Maverick Duck Press) & Forms Most Marvelous (forthcoming with dancing girl press). Her poems have found many homes, among them: Glass: A Journal of Poetry, The Peacock Journal, The Cincinnati Review, The Ekphrastic Review, The Stillwater Review, Sierra Nevada Review, Red Earth Review, Aeolian Harp Folio Anthology, and The Inflectionist Review. She lives with her family in Portland, OR
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BEN BANYARD
First Aid
We’re here as a minimum requirement.
Six hours to learn to help colleagues.
Pop a bandage or sling on,
run a burn under the tap;
in an office, there are few hazards.
But our instructor is ex-Army;
His smashed nose implies
he’s seen things - real gushers and gapers.
He keeps a defibrillator at his rural home
and one in the boot of his car because he knows.
Leave the tourniquet on or the potassium
building in the limb will destroy his kidneys.
Today we aren’t hiding behind laptops and paper clips,
we’re confronting our meat machinery,
learning how to trick it back from the brink.
Spit Hood
no direction
just movement and sirens
I lick gauze
it Velcros my stubble
she dialled 999
before the hinges gave way
could hear the kids crying
scarlet knuckles salt-slippery
can barely breathe
cuffed and gassed
maybe I should go away for good
perhaps she should
this is for your own protection
just stop resisting
nobody deserves this
we broke something in me
Ben Banyard lives and writes in Portishead, near Bristol. His debut pamphlet, Communing, was published by Indigo Dreams in February 2016, and a full collection, We Are All Lucky, is due out early in 2017. Ben edits Clear Poetry, an online journal publishing accessible writing by newcomers and old hands alike: https://clearpoetry.wordpress.com
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FRED DALE
Shopping for A Dad
I suggest a pair of shorts
and you say sure
and toss them into the cart.
And I say why don’t you try them on
and you say what’s the point?
I know my hips.
And for some reason
I offer to try them on for you.
And you look at me
as you might have once
through the nursery glass,
that little bundle of pants
wrapped to go, the bairn that got you
into all of this,
and you ask,
would you do that for me, son?
And I do.
I try on pants for another man,
the legs through the legs
and the mirror and all,
picturing what they’d look like on you
from the side
and the back and oh the possibilities
of what’s next for us.
It’s stunning,
the return to the atmosphere of a man
finding one fewer thing he has to do
in life. So, I say
don’t you want to know if they fit?
And you say I trust you
and I look at you, thinking,
I hope you never have to put your trust
in me.
What the hell do I know?
And that, your eyes say to me,
is the point.
And as we turn away,
as fathers and sons do and must do
I hear in the foiling sky,
Daedalus in the parting:
watch out, you! There goes my boy.
Fred Dale is a husband to his wife, Valerie and a father to his occasionally good dog, Earl. He is a Senior Instructor at the University of North Florida. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in Sugar House Review, Dunes Review, Chiron Review, Crack the Spine, Clackamas Literary Review, and others.
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ROBERT HALLECK
Pueblo Bonito
The sky so blue.
The water so cold.
In the pool a woman
pushes her man
on a yellow raft
around the island
She stops at
the bridge so
he can do pull ups.
The C.S. Lewis Seminar
series at the church
confuses me as I
listen to the discussion.
At my table everyone
gets so much more than
I ever did.
I missed it all.
So Aslan was Jesus
and Narnia is complicated.
Sixty years ago I just
thought they were good stories.
I cried when Aslan died.
Hugs No Kisses
He ran into her
at the post office.
She gave him a hug.
He asked about her mother and
their son who ignores his emails.
She asked about the dog she'd left him.
Then told him he needed to marry again.
She gave him another hug.
I loved you, he thought,
more than I showed.
I'm sorry for that.
Robert Halleck is a retired banker. He has been writing poetry for over 50 years. He fills his retirement years with hospice volunteering, open mike readings, and racing Marlene, his old but sturdy Porsche. His poems have appeared in The San Diego Poetry Annual, the Paterson Literary Review, The Galway Review, Poets Haven, and a number of other interesting places.
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NELS HANSON
Map
Grip Joaquin Murrietta’s
ivory-handled .45 and you’ll
hear his fiancée scream
as the white men attack,
then with spurs, sombrero,
loaded crossing bandoliers
gallop a black horse, fire 17
times so with a single shot
each monster is dead. Outlaw
now you have to steal to live
until Captain Love’s posse
rides you down near Cantua
Creek, takes your head and one
hand of Three Fingers Jack
to display in formaldehyde
behind the bar in San Francisco
before the great earthquake.
Touch the trigger and a thin
line of smoke streams from
the silver barrel, floating
on the still air to draw a map
to Joaquin’s treasure you can’t
touch, that glows forever like
radium under the flat stone.
Nels Hanson grew up on a small farm in the San Joaquin Valley of California and has worked as a farmer, teacher and contract writer/editor. His fiction received the San Francisco Foundation’s James D. Phelan Award and Pushcart nominations in 2010, 2012, 2014 and 2016. His poems received a 2014 Pushcart nomination, Sharkpack Review’s 2014 Prospero Prize, and 2015 and 2016 Best of the Net nominations.
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Basement
Among rituals of plumbing, most rank--
lugging the sewer snake downstairs
where a fetid back-up spreading
beyond the laundry’s threshold
pours toward the bookshelves
and books that have spilled from shelves
and the desk where I perch, often
as I may. I scurry to shift books
from floor to desk, then return
to squat beside a clattering machine
and absorb its necessary noise.
I feed a rusted cable into a cleanout
as the motor rumbles and an auger turns
in the dark, descending pipe.
When the bit catches, the cable slows
and I back off, then try again.
Finally, the snag breaks and from everywhere,
water pulls and sucks toward the street,
the sewer, as all our mortal leavings
wash out with clucking, hollow tones.
After bleach and broom and mop,
I’ll sit again, almost easy
among pens and drafts, newsprint
and lit-mags, between texts pointing back
to the first human words and the hands
that will cradle these bindings
when ours relax their grip
Michael Lauchlan’s poems have landed in many publications including New England Review, Virginia Quarterly Review, The North American Review, Harpur Palate, Sugar House Review, Southword, and Poetry Ireland. His most recent collection is Trumbull Ave., from WSU Press.
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ANGELA READMAN
The Cello and the Nightingale
When I have spoken to no one all day,
I waltz the cello into the garden, cumbrous
as a lover relaxed by gin, lifeless in my arms.
The air fingers a string, hums and moves on
to arrange the wild roses by the wall.
I don’t move, I sit on a bench
and grow used to cast-iron, scrolling
rusty ferns into my thighs. It’s a fledgling dusk.
There’s still time to stroke the snow peas
under the net, reach for tendrils, soft as a finger
curled around the ear of a woman asleep.
I lift the bow and let the solo wind around
each sound in the garden, chip-in to the conversations
of finch, crane fly and wren I can’t get a word in.
The wind in the laurel offers a silk gloved applause.
My own hands ache, curved around the radio
most days turning the hours for news.
It hurts to sit and play for so long, wondering
if the nightingale will ever arrive. Only now,
when I’m about to give up, do I hear a call
to my cello. The bird scrolls his song
between the bars like an answer to a question
I didn't know I’d asked. I hear it soar over
the gables carrying my notes, pushing them
into every locked window and door on the street.
Angela Readman's poems have won The Charles Causley, The Essex Poetry Prize, and The Mslexia Competition. She has been published in anthologies and journals including The Rialto, Envoi, Popshot, Ambit, Prole, Bare Fiction and Magma. Nine Arches recently published her poetry collection The Book of Tides.
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JO-ELLA SARICH
Where are you, Asma al-Assad?
Where were we when we stood, you
with your pretty hair and
just the heave of a styrofoam cup away
from the clatter-chatter
beyond the gate? That’s the sun
over there, the sun that looks like an egg
or a two-dimensional drone. The stars are
millions of tiny paper-cuts stretched across
an old finger. I folded
paper round my finger once, bandaged it there
scribbled eyes and teeth on it, called it a king
and you were the queen, waiting in your styrofoam castle
with the rats and bondage gear.
Paper, like leather,
that has two dimensions, then you fold it
back on itself,
and that's how people jump through space.
When you run your fingers through their hair
like sunlight, don’t you feel the
crumpling of their lungs? When the air
deliquesces
you become dumb ...
How does he like you, mute and breathing? Warm and
convivial; we are mostly just uninhabitable space. The kind
of desert that looks like a wave, or the
surface of Mercury if you can
insulate yourself well enough for that.
This dress has tabs on it, to remind
you of your shoulders. You remind me of
my cousin’s friends. You remind me of
a Roman goddess chasing around
the stars
like a rat in a maze. You remind me of
myself sometimes. I’d like to see
you in the mounds
of shredded paper;
all the who-did-this
and who-said-that. All the mothers
who leave in gleaming security detail
back to their paper houses, their leather children
do they remind you of yourself? Is there
space in the universe of what a government
tells its people,
in the glistening piles of paper,
for a warm body like yours? Where are
we now, in the soft folds
of your hips, of your rib cage,
all that parts you forgot -
I’d like to see them mostly blown
away in the pressure waves
if I were your puppet master -
but then again I’m not.
Jo-Ella Sarich has practised as a lawyer for a number of years, recently returning to poetry after a long hiatus. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in a number of online or in-print journals, including The New Verse News, Cleaver Magazine, Blackmail Press, Barzakh Magazine, Poets Reading the News, The Galway Review, Anti-Heroin Chic, takahē magazine and the Poetry New Zealand Yearbook 2017. https://mysticalfirenight.tumblr.com/, @jsarich_writer.
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ROBIN LINDSAY WILSON
The End of Anger
I have loosened her buttons
with square bricklayer’s hands.
She has worn out my silence
by talking non-stop finance -
a Housing Association form
- a front door and a garden
with what she hopes I’ll earn.
The hairs on my arms shifted.
I made the beginnings of a fist
but knuckles bubbled open
under her next prophecy.
We argued in the library
and the city centre gallery.
Her walk away remark
shocked the stone foyer
but my four letter echoes
turned people’s heads
later we caught our breath
in front of women in Tahiti,
holding dogs and mangoes.
When she tried dreaming
the island women looked away
and stared towards the reef
as if all dreaming was lonely.
My blunt fingers reached
into the seams of her Burberry
offering some compensation.
Robin Lindsay Wilson lives in Glasgow working as an acting teacher in Edinburgh. He has published a wide variety of poems in many UK literary magazines. His second collection of poetry Myself and Other Strangers was published by Cinnamon press in November 2016.
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RODNEY WOOD
My Selfishness
over a sea of whiteness / a solitary hand moves / with tranquillity
I write these poems each evening / over a sea of whiteness
I write these poems each evening / a solitary hand moves / with tranquillity
& you're close to my lips / as delicate & smooth / as an angel
streetlamps flicker over ash & oak / & you're close to my lips
streetlamps flicker over ash & oak / as delicate & smooth / as an angel
with paper pen & ink / I can never be alone while writing
if I had to choose I'd stay here / with paper pen & ink
if I had to choose I'd stay here / I can never be alone while writing
The Aegean Tercet
cafés spill wine / & coffee onto streets / women with pots / & wicker baskets
I sit on a bench / & see cafés spill wine / & coffee onto streets
I sit on a bench & see / women with pots / & wicker baskets
drunks sing from a pirate ship / & people's laughter splits the air
looking bored / biting their nails / drunks sing from a pirate ship
looking bored / biting their nails / people's laughter splits the air
at the hotel / you stare at me / your eyes a beacon for me who's lost
after an hour or so I go back / at the hotel / you stare at me
after an hour or so I go back / your eyes a beacon / for me who's lost
Rodney Wood is retired and lives in Farnborough, UK. His work has appeared recently in Brittle Star, The Journal, Envoi, Message in a Bottle, International Times as well as the anthology The Poet's Quest for God.
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JIM ZOLA
Trying to Come to Terms with my Daughter’s Depression
I have been here before
and don't remember this exact
line of trees, the way branches
on the ground, leaves, seem out of place.
The dog barks at nothing, her hackles
mohawk in attempt to appear
a threat. What ghosts are these?
I am thinking about
Koudelka's gypsies, how they
all have dirty hands, faces,
a sadness they seem proud
to possess. What can I say?
Sometimes you get tired of the dark.
There are songs too wide for sound.
No one easily survives love.
Jim Zola has worked in a warehouse, as a security guard, in a bookstore, as a teacher for Deaf children, as a toy designer for Fisher Price, and currently as a children's librarian. Published in many journals through the years, his publications include a chapbook, The One Hundred Bones of Weather (Blue Pitcher Press) and a full length poetry collection, What Glorious Possibilities (Aldrich Press). He currently lives in Greensboro, NC.
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