2019
MAY CONTRIBUTORS
Humphrey “Huck” Astley, Johanna Boal, Michelle Brooks, George Freek, Louis Gallo,
Zoe Karathanasi, Tim Love, Ronald Moran, Tony Press, Danny Earl Simmons,
J. R. Solonche, Phillip Sterling.
HUMPHREY ‘HUCK’ ASTLEY
Evening
It is my birthday
and I am reading about the life
of Akhmatova
and it has snowed.
It never snows
on my birthday,
ides of March, eve of Spring.
Now I'm thinking
of Anna's Evening, her first,
and wondering about the grist
of the word –
whether the eve- denotes
a nest of beforeness,
the day in utero…
Does it matter?
She never even
used that word.
Look, my life is not
what I thought it was,
and climactic questions seem
to jostle overhead.
This evening,
night falling on snow
will give the lie
to black-and-white,
like lights brought down
on sheets thrown over
a set.
Humphrey ‘Huck’ Astley is a poet based in Oxford. His works include the pamphlets Reasons Not to Live There (Sabotage Reviews Recommended Release, 2012), The Gallows-Humored Melody (Albion Beatnik Press, 2016) and The One-Sided Coin (Rain over Bouville, 2018). His writing has appeared in Agenda, The London Magazine, Poetry London, and elsewhere.
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JOHANNA BOAL
Tribe
When at twelve years, at the butchers - legs of lambs,
whole pigs hung, white tiles, counters, shiny stainless steel -
I saw a handsome local lad with long arms,
clear as I could see the blood on a tray of meats;
liver, heart, scrag-ends - rolled up sleeves of his work coat.
His coat had coloured bits stuck, clear jelly-like substance
dangled whilst he worked sluicing at a sink,
watching it drop, land in sawdust, suddenly I smelt pine
when the black boots wet-walked it into the ground.
Blotches of green smudge, like he had been rolling in grass.
The Dublin Mountains in the background.
He smiled, all the death had gone out of the shop.
I could see his dark hair, eyes and red lips even more.
He held out his hand and brought me to a bath,
a tap running, filled water and the smell of bleach!
Cow’s stomach – cow’s stomach turned white as well,
grass heaped in the corner, undigested food he said!
Then suddenly all that beauty went out and I left,
and he had a professional title - Tripe Dresser,
‘Dog bones’ someone said, 10p that’s a bit much…
Johanna Boal lives in East Yorkshire. She has been published in Ink, Sweat and Tears, Poetry Space, High Windows, Hedgehog Press anthology and many more.
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MICHELLE BROOKS
The Night Market of Ghosts
The ground moves with snakes,
and the sky bleeds red streaks,
as if the night couldn’t leave
without a fight, and all your dreams
are tragedies where no one dies,
but everyone suffers. In your past
life when you woke up hungover, you’d
think, Anything is better than this.
You were a confection, a little
dead around the eyes, the kind
of woman people describe as
pretty in a hard way. And you
refuse to go gently into that good
night. And let’s face it. Not all
of them were good ones. You don’t
care. There is nothing you can do
about it now. Gather the pieces
as best you can even if they cut you.
Don’t Be A Stranger
There is nothing to see here,
just memories that aren’t yours,
and days you will never get back,
and the sense you will never escape
yourself, and I remember a girl
in my old neighborhood who shared
my name. The adults said she was
touched, a little slow. That summer,
the Bicentennial, everyone adorned
themselves with flags. Bruce Jenner
won the Decathlon, and women talked
in hushed tones about rumors of affairs,
of husbands who beat their wives.
The world was still a mystery, as was
the day the father of the sweet little
girl who shared my name came home
from repairing air-conditioning units
and shot her and her mother before
killing himself. The house where I grew
up remains the same, iron bars covering
the windows, still protecting everyone
in the house from everything but themselves.
Michelle Brooks has published a collection of poetry, Make Yourself Small, (Backwaters Press), and a novella, Dead Girl, Live Boy, (Storylandia Press). Her poetry collection, Pretty in A Hard Way, will be published by Finishing Line Press in 2019. A native Texan, she has spent much of her adult life in Detroit.
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GEORGE FREEK
I Think of My Future (After Tu Fu)
Time falls like ash from the stars.
The moon is the face
of a clock counting the hours,
ticking away my time
remaining on this planet.
Life is still a mystery.
I look out the window,
but don’t recognize what I see.
When crickets lie in the grass,
waiting for a wind to blow,
do they speak a language
only God knows?
I’m unhappy with my art.
There’s something I should do,
but I don’t know what.
And it’s too late to start.
November Arrives (After Li Shangyin)
As always winter is bleak.
Crows pick at rotting bones.
Skeletons stare eyelessly
at the desolate sky,
searching the distant stars,
where dreams abide.
But they see nothing
in the frozen air.
As the wind swirls around them,
the crows scatter like leaves,
seeking a place to hide.
Leaves fall everywhere.
The stars look down,
but not in prayer.
Life is uncertain
they seem to tell us,
and it is always unfair.
George Freek's poems have recently appeared in Big Windows Review, The Adelaide Magazine, Green Light, and The Tipton Poetry Journal. His plays are published by Playscripts, Inc.; Lazy Bee Scripts; and Off The Wall Plays.
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LOUIS GALLO
And it came to pass in those days,
depending on where you were,
that absolutely nothing happened
and that nothing begat peace
and prosperity and more nothing
and nothing transpired forevermore
until it came to pass once again,
as everything always does,
that nothing grew bored and
heavy laden and slew itself
into something heinous
that begat & begat & begat.
Two of Louis Gallo’s full volumes of poetry, Crash and Clearing the Attic, have been accepted for publication by Adelaide Books. His work has also appeared or will shortly appear in Wide Awake in the Pelican State (LSU anthology), Southern Literary Review, Fiction Fix, Glimmer Train, Hollins Critic, Rattle, Southern Quarterly, Litro, New Orleans Review, Greensboro Review, and many others. Chapbooks include The Truth Changes, The Abomination of Fascination, Status Updates and The Ten Most Important Questions. He is the founding editor of the now defunct journals, The Barataria Review and Books: A New Orleans Review. He was awarded an NEA fellowship for fiction. He teaches at Radford University in Radford, Virginia.
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ZOE KARATHANASI
The Man Next Door
I sat at my usual place in La Guincheuse,
to look at the plane trees and their new sprouts,
the café’s string of multi-coloured bulbs – felt
the road traffic vibrate in my hands.
The man next door sat on the terrace outside
by the other side of the glass. He lives at number 51,
home to the Institut Métapsychique International.
He was wearing an anthracite
corduroy jacket, an anthracite scarf. He was sipping
the vert à la menthe from Comptoir Richard, devouring
a book of poetry. Mirrors by Robert Creeley. I could
touch him, If it weren’t for the glass.
I wanted to tell him about a cave north of Athens,
on Mount Penteli, a site of stange phenomena.
Would he go down into its most profound depths
and come back? They say
there is a clearing and a small lake, where god Pan
was worshipped in ancient times. Would he cling
to the rope and pull me out? It is the time of the year
when we should start our ascent. The plane trees
are making new leaves. There are too many of us here.
It’s been too long since I’ve been drowning in a small
underground lake. I’d rather tell him about the sea–
how there was no rope to cling to, how the current
drowned my voice, how I floated like debris –
that the difference between drowning and nearly
drowning is imperceptible – that I lost myself somewhere
between the sea and the current and can be anyone.
Zoe Karathanasi was born in Greece and lives in Paris with her husband and two daughters. She completed an MA in Poetry with Distinction at the Manchester Metropolitan University. Her work has been published in The Interpreter's House, Bare Fiction, Ink, Sweat and Tears and The Fat Damsel among others.
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TIM LOVE
Believing in
myself
Tonight before returning to my room
I roam dark streets to soaring iPhone chords.
Old Shostakovich claimed that shrapnel in
his brain rang heaven's spheres when spirits failed,
but all I have's an empty bar where stream-
lined chrome reflects me waiting to be served.
The movement ends; I leave my ear-phones in
and follow the bored barmaid's gaze outside.
"Our dreams are stars", wrote Carl Jung, "always there",
a distant madness which the sane must crave,
though lacking flesh's feedback feelings fade
to thoughts trapped epicycling signs of love.
As pigeons take off, clapping at themselves,
I envy how self-tickling schizoids laugh.
Cars
Coming off the motorway life seems too slow for them.
You see them kerb crawling for free meters,
fluttering their headlamps, or revving at the sight
of a flashing green man. They have all the latest
accessories, dazzling those who make a pass.
Some are lovable, spending their last days
in quiet cul-de-sacs, grumpy in the mornings,
each sheltering a sleeping cat when it rains.
Others queue like dominoes, chain-smoking
until they tumble as the lights change.
They hold no-one captive; they're strapped and locked in
for their own good. They can only make signs
to each other through the windows. The longer
they're trapped, the more they say they're free.
Despite their maps, they'll not escape.
Tim Love’s publications are a poetry pamphlet Moving Parts (HappenStance) and a story collection By all means (Nine Arches Press). He lives in Cambridge, UK. His poetry and prose have appeared in Stand, Rialto, Magma, Unthology, etc. He blogs at http://litrefs.blogspot.com/
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RONALD MORAN
Reverie
These fast moving cumulonimbus clouds I see
through
my palladium window mean the air is cooling,
coming
from the northeast, bringing with it a sign
that summer
is closing down in upstate South Carolina;
and I think
of what else is closing down: sap, AC units,
tight shorts,
the baring of tanned flesh of girls and women,
untouchable
for older men whose memories easily forget
their
own very recent past but who remember when
they first
fell in love, whatever the season, and try, if
they can,
to recall the one feeling in their lives they hope
never to forget.
Playmates
During a summer in the late 1940s,
a boy eleven pushes a girl a year older
on a swing hanging from a branch
of a massive oak behind the backyards
of their houses. The oak stands on a slow
slope leading to a creek. She is Catholic,
he is Episcopalian, and they will never
end up together. She is wearing a white
sleeveless blouse, and as he pushes her,
his hands touch her flesh above the cut
of her blouse. He is confused, excited,
wants more of what he does not know
has happened, and when he returns
home, his mother, busy in the kitchen,
offers to make him a tomato sandwich.
He says, No, goes to his room, closes
the door, puts on a record, and tries
to understand, this only child who has
no one to talk to about the swing scene,
and if he did, would he know what to say?
Ronald Moran lives in South Carolina. His poems have been published in Asheville Poetry Review, Commonweal, Connecticut Poetry Review, Louisiana Review, Maryland Poetry Review, Negative Capability, North American Review, Northwest Review, South Carolina Review, Southern Poetry Review, Southern Review, Tar River Poetry, The Wallace Stevens Journal, and in thirteen books/chapbooks of poetry. In 2017 he was inducted into Clemson University's inaugural AAH Hall of Fame.
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TONY PRESS
On the Late Bus
ahead of me
on the late bus to Bristol
the woman leaned her head
upon the rain-smeared window
and surrendered herself to sleep
I was reading,
no, fighting through
a novel an ex had given me
when grace feathered my hands
wisps of a ponytail,
the ends of ten golden inches,
kissed my book-cradling fingers
I held pose
as if meditating
until her awakening
Tony Press tries to pay attention and sometimes he does. His 2016 story collection Crossing the Lines was published by Big Table. Equinox and Solstice, a 2017 e-chapbook of his poems, was presented by Right Hand Pointing. His resume includes two Pushcart nominations, about 25 criminal trials, and 12 years in a single high school classroom. He loves Oaxaca, Mexico; Bristol, England; and Brisbane, California. "On the Late Bus" - published in Right Hand Pointing (online) in December, 2014.
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DANNY EARL SIMMONS
All Five Flavors
The other day I tasted the whirr of a hummingbird
for the very first time. It nestled on the tip of my tongue
the way laughter does when it sails from a park on a Saturday
afternoon and follows the arc of a doe leaping.
It was a gentler flavor than plowing dry ground black
with back and blister into something fingers can rake,
though it was stronger than the sweet blush of cheeks lighting
like snowflakes on her fluttering lashes. Speaking of her,
she smiled at me once and it tasted like walking home all alone
from school in May between walnut shadows and the effervescence
of a sunlight barely able to make it through to my carrying nothing
away that day. Not too long after, I pursed my lips against the tang
of chasing our old hatchback and shouting from the bottom
of my throat. Its aftertaste burned just like the bile of running
barefoot and waving goodbye to my Dad through tailpipe smoke.
Danny Earl Simmons lives in Lebanon, Oregon. His poems have appeared in a variety of journals such asThe Pedestal Magazine, The Main Street Rag, Chiron Review, IthacaLit, and San Pedro River Review. He is the author of a poetry chapbook entitled The Allness of Everything (Maverick Duck Press) and curates the Galleywinter Poetry Series. “All Five Flavors” first published in Little Patuxent Review (2015).
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J. R. SOLONCHE
Poetry
“I like your poem,” I told the student.
“It’s really good.” “Thanks,” she said.
“You should publish more,” I said.
“I don’t have any more right now,”
she said. “I’m very hard on myself.”
“That’s good,” I said. “Being hard on
yourself is the best way to be. It will
make things a lot easier later on.
You’ll see.” I’m such a fucking liar.
Not about the poem. The poem really
was good. About the later on part.
To My Left Hand
Yes, little brother, I see you.
Yes, you want attention.
You’re holding my chin in place.
You’re massaging my nose.
You’re tugging at my left earlobe.
And, no, I will not forget.
You’re the one who jerks me off.
While it’s big brother who jerks
me off the other way.
The public way. This way.
Yes, I hear you, little brother.
You’re the one who snaps
in time to the blues
on the radio. Or slaps my thigh.
You’re the one who drums
on the desk. The one who
wears the ring and reminds me
thereby of my responsibilities.
And, no, I will not forget
my promise that when both
of you are sleeping on
my sleeping chest,
you will be the one on top.
J.R. Solonche is the author of Beautiful Day (Deerbrook Editions), Won’t Be Long (Deerbrook Editions), Heart’s Content (chapbook from Five Oaks Press), Invisible (nominated for the Pulitzer Prize by Five Oaks Press), The Black Birch (Kelsay Books), I, Emily Dickinson & Other Found Poems (Deerbrook Editions), In Short Order (Kelsay Books), Tomorrow, Today & Yesterday (Deerbrook Editions), If You Should See Me Walking on the Road (forthcoming July 2019 from Kelsay Books), and coauthor of Peach Girl: Poems for a Chinese Daughter (Grayson Books). He lives in the Hudson Valley.
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PHILLIP STERLING
The Ordinary Dream
You wake from the dream
in which you are standing
in front of the classroom
having just explained how
to use brackets—parentheses
inside parentheses—because
one of the students had asked
and diverted you from your
lecture on the paragraph
and it seemed important
at the time and something
you know about but now
you’ve been brought back
into the night by the muffled
hum of a pump that shouldn’t be
running and you don’t know why
but you know you should get up
and go downstairs and see if
the toilet handle needs jiggling
or if the garden spigot had been
left open inadvertently
though you’d rather get back
to the dream and finish
the lecture on paragraphs
because they are important
something the students need
and besides
you’ve gone over it
so many times before
you could do it in your sleep
and still the sound of the pump
makes you think you should
get up instead and investigate
but instead you just lie there
in the uncertain dark and let
disappointment carry you
sleepless into morning
Picture Day
I’d like to think the boy
who failed to take his place,
alphabetically, on the day
of Mrs. Orr’s 6th grade
classroom photo and so
does not appear in the 1962
Honorarian among his
scrubbed and be-ribboned
classmates, a few of whom
seem to be smiling
at the gawky photographer
(or his corny jokes), a man
who will succumb to a rare
darkroom mishap
the same year “The Twins”
—tallest in the back row
and indistinguishable
as the black-and-white photo
blurs their hair ribbons
to a common shade of gray—
will graduate with honors
from the county’s consolidated
high school and in their speech
thank Mrs. Orr . . .
I’d like to think the boy
had skipped intentionally
and taken himself by way
of the old logging trail
to the hill across the road
from where the school bus
had stopped and his brothers
gotten on (and so have been
identified properly in
their respective class pictures
of 1962—proof of memory’s
capriciousness)
and had climbed among
the beech and maple forest
overlooking Big Platte Lake
to wilderness so compelling
that Senator Hart himself
had hoped to include a large
part of it in his proposal
for a National Lakeshore
and preserve the woods
and dunes and fields
for future generations of
eleven-year-old boys
(and girls!) who might
otherwise have no place
to go when they decide
to skip a day of school
—even Picture Day—
and seek alternative
companionship or education.
I’d like to think that I
might encounter him today
—fifty-five years later—
roaming these very hills,
absent and happy.
Phillip Sterling’s books of poetry include And Then Snow and Mutual Shores. His poems have appeared recently in The Georgia Review, Paterson Literary Review, The Split Rock anthology Waters Deep, and The I-70 Review, among other places.
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