2013
SEPTEMBER CONTRIBUTORS
ROWLAND BAGNALL, JEFF BELL, RANDOLPH BRIDGEMAN, NEIL ELLMAN,
ZOË SÎOBHAN HOWARTH-LOWE, JACK LITTLE, JULIE MACLEAN, JOHN MAHONEY,
PATRICIA J. McLEAN, JBMULLIGAN, JIM MURDOCH, EDWARD MYCUE, KRIS RYAN,
SHERRIE THERIAULT, ROBERT WALICKI, ALYSSA YANKWITT.
ROWLAND BAGNALL
Writer-in-Residence
Born all buckled in New Jersey
And Jewish, hammering at our
Doors and windows with a warning
Not to let space get the better of us.
You will be remembered as one
Who knew things beyond the
Williamsburg Bridge, in both directions,
Glugging down in Bowery Street.
'He has lectured at several American
Universities. He has also published
A collection of essays.' Once inside
The Guggenheim I saw a Micky
Drowned in the lobby, face down.
I went back two years later but
Stood outside the entrance.
He died with his eyes open.
Poem 62
poem 62 will have sixty two words exactly, (title excluded).
poem 62 will also rhyme at least once before you finish reading it.
poem 62 knows that you're counting.
poem 62 also knows that you're looking for the rhyme,
so has decided not to put one in to make a fool of you.
poem 62 refuses to take any shit from anybody
Rowland Bagnall is a 21 year old student based in Oxford, studying English Literature. He is the third of five children. He has been
writing seriously for two years, but does not feel as though he has landed upon any particular style as yet. He tries to write poetry that people will want to read more of. He enjoys reading John
Berryman and e.e. cummings, and more recently Ben Lerner, Grahame Foust and Philip Roth.
JEFF BELL
Fridge For Panties
She now wears a fridge for panties,
which to be fair I bet still accentuates
the beauty in her stride. But I remember
the days when she used to wear an
oven, and how she burnt most things
due to her faulty thermostat set to max.
With my electrical training I still feel
responsible though, knowing I could have
easily cut the supply, ah....but in my defence,
I've always liked my food well done.
She once had her own angel sing for her too,
and I remember her critical words as the music
played, "You've used the word dreams again?"
And knowing through experience she
was right, I watched as the angel started
to dig, rather than rise up into the sky.
Jeff Bell, poet and musician, originally from South Shields in the North East of England, now living in London over last thirty years. Has recently started writing poetry/prose and finds it a release from the restrictions of songwriting. He has had poems recently accepted in various magazines. A sample of his music can be heard at www.jeffbellmusic.com
RANDOLPH BRIDGEMAN
why i don't own a gun
there's a squirrel that lives
at the end of my driveway
who every morning makes a run
for it
i've slammed on the brakes
sent my coffee into the windshield
banged my head off of the steering
wheel and i think its been sent
to teach me something
say for the times when on my way
to work while thinking about
my asshole coworkers
i've sped up and left a few
of its friends maybe a close family
member or two on the road
white belly up and flat
on a good day a half dozen or so
before i get to the main drag
but this little bastard just won't
let it go he wants to make a point
just like everyone else i know
i've taken out several of my wife's
azaleas a row of mail boxes and
10 feet of the neighbor's hedge
trying to kill this little prick
and still every morning there he is
so i take out a few more of his slow
relatives and impale them on sticks
at the end of my driveway just to let
him know i'm not fucking around
but it freaks out the neighborhood
kids and their parents complain
so i buy a slingshot to whack
this little son-of-a-bitch
but i end up shooting the
neighbors dog in the ass because
he likes to shit on my lawn
then i pick off a few of my other
neighbors yard gnomes because
i hate those fucking things
then i shoot out the taillights
of a 2013 jaguar parked across
the street because it pisses me off
that he's got one and i don't
so i take a couple of pot shots
at george who's out mowing his lawn
and i hear him say
goddamn bees
so i shoot the mailman too
Randolph Bridgeman graduated from St. Mary's College of Maryland and is the recipient of the Edward T. Lewis Poetry Prize for the most promising emerging poet. He was a Lannan Fellow for the Folgers Shakespearian Theater 04-05 poetry reading series. His poems have been published in numerous poetry reviews and anthologies. He has three collections of poems, South of Everywhere, Mechanic on Duty, and The Odd Testament which will be available September/October.
NEIL ELLMAN
Vincent's Moon
(after the painting by John Hoyland)
From the beginning
it was Vincent's moon
in Vincent's sky
his way, not mine
I held it in my arms, just once,
a baby in a swaddling cloth
It turned petulant
I turned away
and now it's his to hold
to reimagine, reinvent
as the child he wants
in a starry sky.
Angel of Anarchy
(after the sculpure/collage by Eileen Agar)
The fallen angel
wears beads and shells
feathers in her hair
a silk babushka around
her neck she struts
on stiletto heels above the clouds
with her skirt above the knees
and prays for equal rights
when others of her kind
have wings
and she has none
in a Heaven ruled by men
she is the angel
of their anarchy.
Twice nominated for Best of the Net, Neil Ellman writes from New Jersey. More than 800 of his poems appear in print and online journals, anthologies, and chapbooks throughout the world. His first full-length collection, Parallels, focuses on his ekphrastic poems written in response to works of modern and contemporary art.
ZOË SÎOBHAN HOWARTH-LOWE
Going Back
We drove up to Hobson Moor,
my father and me,
parked the car in the lay-by,
and walked across to the quarry.
The sun had started to go down,
and the crickets were out.
We walked in silence,
hand in hand,
like we did when I was a child.
We didn't speak.
We just stood,
hand in hand,
in silence,
on the top of the rocks,
with the wind on our faces
and the sun going down
and the sound of the crickets
and we remembered.
Zoë Sîobhan Howarth-Lowe is a Poet and Mum from Bath. She has an MA from Bath Spa, and if the poetry doesn't work out, she also enjoys wargaming...
JACK LITTLE
origin
a part of me has come home
between the beginning
and the ruffled pages
of a sottish present
book of cycles, the ending
a wisdom I cannot understand
between the lines
of warp breath
the rot of goodness will feed soil
give succor
Morning Earthquake
Sunrise, cock crow
school bell rings.
I exchange your fear
for smiles
short lines slip tidily
over cracks
a hummingbird
gathers nectar
Jack Little (b. 1987) is a British poet based in Mexico City where he edits The Ofi Press. He has forthcoming or published poetry in Wasafiri, Ink, Sweat and Tears, The Barehands Anthology, The Poet's Quest for God Anthology, Morphrog, Lighthouse and New Linear Perspectives. www.theofipress.webs.com
JULIE MACLEAN
You have no face
Why would you
dressed in black bitumen
oak-beam windows open to the wakes.
Westerlies funnel through
drying silhouettes on the line.
They carry the weight
between plane trees stretching. They tell you
It's time to go.
And your pulse is steady
Even grey-haired men in red anoraks
can hear you over engines thrumming with clean oil
They are new.
But you are old. You chug these days.
Last century smells of tar and varnish still shine
in places where limestone rains don't reach,
cracks mapping the bow
A lifeboat is tucked up with a small buoy
You are safe. Anise in the air,
this wind comes with gifts: winged, webbed.
It's in a good mood.
There's a seat that needs filling
A sit up and beg with an empty basket
Afraid at Stadsparken
A bee or was it a wasp
landed on my shoulder
mistaking me for a
strawberry or a stamen
Disappointed, it fled
into the mysteries
of the beech and elm,
the shingled hut with grass hair
Maybe it smelled
Coke or prawns
leftover from
the picnic lunch
The youngies froze
waiting for the sting
suck or attack
It takes a lifetime
to get your fears
in the right order.
A bee sting
the least of them.
Julie Maclean. Originally from Bristol, UK, Julie is now based in Victoria, Australia. Shortlisted for the Crashaw Prize (Salt, UK) in 2012 and winner of the Geoff Stevens Poetry Prize (UK), her debut collection of poetry, When I saw Jimi, was published by Indigo Dreams Publishing,UK in June 2013. Poetry and short fiction features in leading international journals including The Best Australian Poetry.Forthcoming in Poetry Salzburg Review. Blogging at juliemacleanwriter.com
JOHN MAHONEY
the weight of the moon
there is no middle of the night
only beginnings, recurring endlessly
last night i woke at two am
roused by a body's vigilance
alert, for any hint of pain
a woodland deer wary, agitated
downwind from his hunter
into the night woods i walked
down the drive to the intersection
a full moon faintly set the street aglow
i can feel you in the muggy air tonight
in the blue of the night sky
in the weight of the moon
to become as nil then, yet
alert, in this soft blue nothing
promise me
there is no caution, no road sign
for the tragedies and the pain
which living brings
as i watch
my aunt grieve
for a third child dead
and yet
a cardinal
bright red
within the window frame which
all winter has given me only
white and grey.
Writer John Mahoney lives in the woods above Lake Minnetonka in Minnesota. He practiced law as a public defender for fifteen years and continues his legal research and writing. His poems will be found published by The Monarch Review, Northwind Magazine Quarterly Review; The FutureCyclePress Poetry Anthology; The Garbanzo Literary Journal;Petrichor Review, Issue Three; Kaleidoscope Magazine, and Rose & Thorn Journal, Spring 2012, a forthcoming FutureCycle Press Poetry Anthology, and in the UK, by IMPress. In the UK his poetry is published by the IMPress.
PATRICIA J. McLEAN
Greening
My bathroom window reveals
the yellow house couple
cleaning gutters
She holds the ladder,
He is 3 stories up
hands gloved, but still cold
he pulls muck, leaves and mud,
and drops it black and rich to
moss-slick concrete by her feet.
The white house two doors
down is empty
(since last spring)
grass is beginning to grow
where a border collie's nervous
track circled the backyard
there is a vacant tunnel
under the doghouse
an open garage door
blank and black
welcomes feral creatures.
Autumn, and we are greening
having passed the summer drought
into heavy root-loosening rain
yesterday, a warm southerly
dropped trees and lifted
glass from a greenhouse roof
swirling panes upward like a tornado.
Patricia J. McLean is co-founder and non-fiction editor of Eloghi Gadugi Journal. She writes poetry, fiction, and non-fiction and has published two chapbooks of poetry, and a novel (Bartlett House). Her work has appeared in Trillium, Panache, and other publications. She is currently working on a novel.
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JBMULLIGAN
fire in the rain
The rain machine runs steady and loud.
The clock is toting the minutes up
second by second, like counting nails.
A world of drums. Of steady hearts
and hummingbird wings. The night is wide
and has a room for every guest
(some rooms are shared in joy or sleep
or anger like acid eating at time)
and I'm in mine, far from the pain
that burns and crumbles a distant life
to whom a different rain is just
a noise beyond the crackle and roar,
the timbers cracking, the sagging roof,
the windows barred, the locked-in scream.
JBMulligan has had poems and stories in several hundred magazines, including recently, Angle, Muse, riverbabble, Red Fez, and Gone Lawn, has had two chapbooks published, and has appeared in multiple volumes of the anthology, Reflections on a Blue Planet as well as the anthology, Inside/Out: A Gathering Of Poets.
JIM MURDOCH
A Matter of Fact
Gina hugs me every day –
not exactly every day –
just every day that matters.
It doesn't matter that she
doesn't hug me every day.
It matters that she hugs me.
It's not the hugs that matter
but they do and that's a fact
which is why I hug back and
try not to hold on for dear life.
The Seasons
When Death brought forth her last course
I was not at all surprised
to find that it was seasoned
with bitter herbs.
"Spring is fresh, Sir,
summer hot and fall so rich
but winter is a dish that
is best served chilled
and in very small portions."
"You have the rest of your life
to finish it."
"Enjoy."
Jim Murdoch is a Scottish writer living just outside Glasgow. His poetry has appeared regularly in small press magazines from the seventies on. In the nineties he turned to prose writing and has now published three novels His latest book is a collection of thematically-linked short stories entitled Making Sense.
EDWARD MYCUE
This Lady in the Supermarket
came up to my mom in the margarine section
where Mom was trying to get the brand she wanted
edged-down from (sttutter, stutter) the stack
on the top shelf and started yammering about how
you should only use Imperial. (I think that's what
I remember of what Mom told me.) Mom said
"no, look" that has cottonseed oil in it and that's
hydronogated or something like that and that starts-up
the machine inside you that makes the no-good/rat
bad cholesterol. Fay was there, too, with Mom.
Fay wanted Fleischmans' margarine. This lady
told about how she had one of the kinds of lupus
the not so bad kind (and it could be there are more
than two kinds). Her daughter had had the really
bad kind and died from medical mistreatment
after getting cortisone shots and how just about
everything, organs especially, began to go wrong,
and how she died at around thirty and how this lady
said you have to watch your diet in the supermarket.
Edward Mycue's most recent publication is from Paul Green's Spectacular Diseases Press in Peterborough, England: Song of San Francisco, 2012. His first online book is I Am A Fact Not A Fiction, 2009, (Jo-Anne Rosen's Wordrunner, Petaluma, CA). In 2008 a volume of selected poems Mindwalking was published by Laura Beausoleil's Philos Press, Lacey, CA.
KRIS RYAN
Road Trip
I approach the next time with the excitement of a dog with its head out a car
window, tongue flailing like a pink tree branch in a gale, saliva like rain on
the windshield of the vehicle behind. But you should know I am like my
smartphone when I try to run an app and it hasn't been plugged in for days. If
you'd connect me to the mini USB, I'd light up like a handheld Times Square
Christmas, help you imagine yourself there, a bow on your head, tied beneath
like the chinstrap of a baseball helmet, waiting for someone to bring you home.
I am trying to hit this one out of the park, but I can't see the ball out of
the pitcher's hand and I am in the batter's box barefoot, behind him is a pink
sky sunset Caribbean where the ocean licks the shore and spits up stones and
conches wherein it recorded its voice. You are there in a red bikini, and I
imagine sliding my hand down your arm the same way the wind slides its hands
over fields of wheat, and I compare the bumps of your knuckles to crab claws as
we let the ocean substitute toes for its teeth. At the snap of fingers I become
the dog again, but the window is rolled up and I am left to wonder what smells
linger beyond, pawing at the glass as if asking them to osmose through.
Kris Ryan is a writer from West Springfield, MA, and a 2011 graduate from Westfield State University with a B.S. in Mathematics and Economics. He was twice the MA Junior Bowling state champion, and has one sanctioned perfect 300 game. He also enjoys card games, SCRABBLE, Chess, and Boston sports.
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SHERRIE THERIAULT
Qamdo
I want to drill wells and pump this saltwater onto my roof allowing it to dry out naturally; instead I cry and the water evaporates leaving salty trails down my cheeks. I wish to be the work of sunshine and breeze, I wish to be poetic and interesting to tourists, alas I am a tear jerking crybaby, I barely interest myself. Misery set to music can pass itself off as opera, with no notes misery is nothing but a saltlick and a quagmire. I am cheered up mostly by the way that time passes and the world spins on leaving me to believe I am more and less important than I have heard and that blame is a thing flung in frustration and cleaned up in solitude. Sluiced through a sometimes dark and narrow past I am freer now in this bright, bright day and offer myself tears and all to a future with some brine and few snapshots.
Failure of Imagination
The failure of imagination feels worse than it looks; it's that rancid oily coating on the skin that I abhor. The sweat that appears when sloth becomes a burden, the confusion of an unused intellect, the mumbled acquiescence of a weak will, creep me out of the permission that I wished to offer myself but can not accept. The languishing mind that I left to wither in the confines of my skull requires my perseverance. Falling down, giving up, throwing in terry cloth objects is impermissible, I must pluck up my willingness and apply whatever drops of genius I possess to every muscle fiber I can find. So much has been made available to me and I must return that favor. You see imagination only fails me if I have failed it first.
Sherrie Theriault, writer and outsider artist lives in northwest New Jersey where she writes villain-free fiction for children, creates coloring books for all ages, writes daily inspiration books for the recovery community and has other works of collected poetry. Feel free to contact her at www.SerendipitousGallery.com
BOB WALICKI
The List
We place our clothes on the mattress next to each other
laid out to keep from wrinkling—
your dress shirt with the glitter attracting the cat hair and lint.
That working class fallout that settles over everything.
And I can’t help but think how much
our empty clothes resemble us,
a little exhausted rumpled with the compliance of any poly cotton blend.
At the end of the night my hands are feeling for the dark
of your hands,
eyes closed to the extended weather forecast at eleven.
But what if I added light to this memory?
Poured it through sheer curtains.
Held on to it the way yellow does to that empty coffee cup,
lost and sparkling in dishwater.
Warm as my hands that rub the stains off of it,
touch the door as I leave, the edge of your thigh.
What if the backyard mimosa rebounds,
grows again next summer?
Fills the view of a two lane road,
becomes the wall again of green
no one can see past?
But the trees behind our house sashaying like awkward teenagers
or shampoo commercial models—
luxuriant and ridiculous,
as if
all they wanted was our attention.
But all they know how to do
is turn their backs to us. Shake
their chemically treated hair
and a few thousand leaves for us
to rake up every October.
It is Summer, a Friday.
And we are sitting in a diner making a list
on a ripped napkin on how to change our lives.
You take an aching back, tuition, a mortgage and promises,
add to this a glass of wine, the scent of mimosa,
the drive home with the window rolled down
my hand on your thigh
every part of yes this is equal to.
Robert Walicki, A freelance poet and observer of the invisible, has found inspiration through writing and poetry over the years. He is a member of The Pittsburgh Writer's Studio and founder of The literary reading series, Versify at The East End Book Exchange. He has had his poetry published in most recently in Blast Furnace, The Pittsburgh Post Gazette and The Quotable. When he’s not writing, he keeps busy organizing the chaos of creation daily with his wife Lynne and two cats, Buttons and Josie.
ALYSSA YANKWITT
New Year's Day
I light this Yahrzeit candle.
Flame stares at me, the yellow eye of death,
a reminder: I've known you longer
dead than alive.
Standing in the kitchen with you
at six years old, I watched
you light a candle for your mother—
"Why don't we blow it out?" I asked.
A memorial candle encased in glass
wick buried in jaundiced wax, braided
synthetic fibers of years spent
together apart
distilled into the tiniest flame blazing
toward heaven, a commemoration
of life cut short.
What you didn't say is:
this is how we keep the dead
how we say their prayers
how we spill our grief—
all this religion tradition
I don't understand.
Alyssa Yankwitt is a poet, teacher, bartender and earth walker. Most recently, her poems have appeared in Stone Highway, Halfway Down the Stairs, Up the Staircase Quarterly, Bone Parade, and Cease, Cows. Alyssa has incurable wanderlust, enjoys drinking whiskey, hates writing about herself in the third person, and loves a good disaster.