FRED POLLACK
Romance and Mystery
Mother, somewhat under
a century ago, is reading
an article in the Saturday Review
or perhaps the New Masses clarifying
Einstein. Yet why should she
be doing this? The kids she’ll
soon face are young and she
must teach them cursive and arithmetic,
not that stuff. Well, she thought
she should know. It’s hot
in the park. The breadline
on the next block slowly approaches
the Polish church. Either magazine
assures her that Hitler’s
brutalities as yet are greater
towards Communists than Jews.
At the speed of light, mass becomes infinite.
But what can that possibly mean?
She imagines herself skimpily,
futuristically dressed in some
Flash Gordon vehicle, and she and
the vehicle, moving impossibly fast,
swelling. At the edges
of the fantasy, before, aghast,
she shuts it down, it
squeezes aside her father, mother,
sisters, brothers, grandmother and
the three men who are interested
in her. Two are poets.
One is in love with himself:
he keeps half-written poems in
his typewriter, you see them when you enter
his flat. The second is in love with her,
but the Party wants him to move back
to St. Paul. She wonders what, in Freudian terms,
the drowsy vision meant.
Walks over to a stone
drinking fountain, moistens a hankie,
wipes her brow. The breadline progresses.
Kids from that block used to beat her up
when she was a kid because she
killed Christ. She remembers how
afraid she was of them. They were fear itself.
Fred Pollack, author of The Adventure, Happiness (Story Line Press; the former reissued 2022 by Red Hen Press), A Poverty of Words (Prolific Press, 2015), Landscape with Mutant (Smokestack Books, UK, 2018), The Beautiful Losses (Better Than Starbucks Books, 2023), and The Liberator (Survision Books, Ireland, 2024). Many other poems in print and online journals. Website: www.frederickpollack.com