J. R. SOLONCHE
Zero
Zero is my favorite number. It is
a simple number. It is a quiet
number. It is not a number at all.
It is the number of things that can
go wrong if you do nothing. It is
the number of times I have won
the lottery. It is the number of times
my cat has washed the dishes. It is
the number of complaints I have
on a quiet Tuesday afternoon. But
zero is also powerful. It means
a beginning. It means a blank page.
It means infinite potential. It means
promise, aspiration, inspiration.
You start from zero. You build up
from zero. It is where everything can
happen because nothing has happened
yet. Zero does not hope. Zero just is,
an absence that means everything is
fine. No problems. No worries. No
nothing. So I thank you, Brahmagupta,
O father of the zero, O father of nothing,
O grandfather of infinity.
Bohemian Rhapsody
The first time I heard "Bohemian
Rhapsody," my daughter was playing
it in her room. The door was closed,
but it was loud. I usually never paid
any attention to the stuff she listened to,
but this thing hit me in the solar plexus.
I stood in the hallway and listened to
the whole song, all six minutes of it.
It was complicated. It had slow parts,
fast parts, parts that sounded like an
opera, parts that were just shouting.
It was not boring. So I stood transfixed,
half in the dark, half in the light from
the kitchen, listening. I prefer simple
songs. A man walks into a bar, a man
buys a drink, a man goes home. That is
a simple song. This song was not simple,
except the very ending, a simple guitar.
Then the silence, which was not a simple
silence. The silence after was different
from the silence before. A silence like
the silence one hears only after Bach.
A silence full of the same forever as that.
Nominated for the National Book Award and twice-nominated for the Pulitzer Prize, J.R. Solonche is the author of over forty books of poetry and co-author of another. He lives in the Hudson Valley.
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