Angela Arnold, In | Between
Ghost
He did, you say, he was - and pat the corner of the table cloth
as if to smooth the smallest memory crinkle flat, brush
something trivial away.
He used to, you say, but there he is: peering over your shoulder
in his old uniform, emphatic chin, expensively framed.
The sun glints on his first glasses as you speak,
nod, rake gently through his past: titbits to offer the visitor.
You pour him out with the tea,
this ghost. Serve him proudly
with the biscuits. No more than a mumble
about yourself.
Your health (oh, that) clattered over with the cups and
saucers, needless spoons, just clearing away.
And then the door goes and there's the bent-over, the unframed
version. With the now much thicker glasses. 'Visitor?' and he
enters with a rawness of presence honed over decades
of thin marriage. – I can only watch you pale
and pale further from view, go quietly greyscale
till I can no longer imagine you'd ever, rudely, eat – never
mind snatching a quick mirror image
on the way out.
John Bartlett, Eschatology
terror & beauty
(after Rumi)
the weight of a life
is an incomplete journey
a cup cracking with no warning
a chair tottering on two legs
a stranger
on a sun blasted hill
above a foreign city
sea in the distance
as you leave behind
this terror and this beauty
the very air slams shut
behind you the way water does
the very memory of you
no more as
you enter the world of
no place no time
a feather
a fugitive
this fleeing soul
Karen Poppy, Diving at the Lip of the Water
Spa Pass
At Spa Montage,
I pass through
I pass.
Buffed
Shined, polished
& perceived.
I pass. My gender
A mirage.
Ladies’ Lounge
Fresh water
Tropical fruit.
In their eyes, I display
As woman, wahine.
Here, binary
Of gender, only
Two rooms.
Invisible in this
Locker.
The only way.
Also, the only way out
To the pool.
Men, women
Lounge,
Sunbathe.
I dive in.