Jen Karetnick, Inheritance with a High Error Rate
I Live at Ground Zero of the Climate Exodus;
Or, How to Sell a Waterfront Home in Miami
With every king tide the land loosens a little more
around me, a floral caftan to wear after surgery.
Underground, the concrete walls of the houses spall,
crackling like cellophane. The iguanas seem strong
now, flexing their tails and shitting in pools with typical
arrogance, far more equipped to survive than I am,
but one day they will be cut off from the mainland,
the distances too far to swim, the woolly mammoths
of the millennial generation. Left to inbreed, their genes
will become asteroids of their ancestors’ making.
It’s too late for the maybe-someday, the if-or-when day.
Even the least honest Realtors acknowledge where not
to buy, if you’re local, know which communities are
a harder sell—these they peddle to half-timers who can
afford to have no wind insurance or worry, who private
jet away from storms into the peace of other primary
residences, where peacocks don’t stalk the roads, chevroned
by dried saline, attracted to the fish and frogs left behind
when the water recedes like a hairline, leaving its prickly
evidence of once-was. This is how it is to long for something
I haven’t even left yet, steeped in nostalgia like old tea
leaves that have barely any hue and even less future to give,
like the beaches here, bony under mounds of the sargassum
smothering the sea turtles, the crabs and lobsters. Oh, the static,
interstitial species. How they, too, can’t obey the logic to go
when the draw is so magnetic to stay. Still, I plug the address
of every available house into the FEMA Flood Map Service Center,
bury Saint Joseph upside-down near the ‘For Sale” sign, pray that
his discomfort in the dark will lead me to some kind of light—homes
built on natural oolite ridges or manufactured rises, complete with
impact windows and hurricane-proof doors—and every day watch
the statue’s feet get washed by the mother who is all of our toxic
mothers, protrude a little more from the eroding ground, leaning
inland, inland, inland, where we will both be reborn as eventuality.